posie ౨ৎ

may + june accountability ୭🧷✧˚. ᵎᵎ 🎀

setting timers while/just after eating so i can *make a decision* iykyk

i wanna eat everythikg i like foreveer and thats why ill never recover “recovery” is jsut a binge eating disorder for me

“ana april” “mini may” Meanwhile i was in fat feb, massive march, astronomical april, mammoth may, and will be going into jumbo june #edtwt #anatwt #shedtwt #ricecaketwt #bedtwt

i desperately need to be back to 48-49kg at LEAST

found old vids of me from jan to march of this year when i thought i was fat but now i wish more than anything i still looked like that 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

it’s too good im sorry

in many ways I was never a teenager and in a couple ways I never stopped being one

how it feels being an adult on #edtwt

they haunt me

life if potatoes were 0 cals

malnourished may is turning into majorly-over-nourished may

i cannot stop watching this fancam me when

Explaining to my body that torture will continue until she starts eating the fat in my thighs instead of begging me to shove more food down my throat

i gained almost 6kg in one month from bingeing…47.8kg to 53.1kg in just over a month. let this be a sign and a warning to yall, don’t do it. don’t binge. it’s definitely a wake up call for me, i feel disgusted that i let myself do this. today i lock in. no more "tomorrows"

Seeing old photos of yourself at your lw 🫩#edtwt