i think i’ve hit the point in my life where i truly just seem like i am unlovable by everyone. it seems to be a reoccurring theme that when i decide i finally like someone enough to talk about them, they suddenly become emotionally unavailable. like what am i doing wrong??
the worst part about being a yapper is when ur mid yap and realize how much you’ve yapped but you’re not even half way done w the yap so all u can do is apologize and keep yapping
you know everytime a man tells me that he wants/misses/needs me or whatever shit they spout, I honestly genuinely don’t think I can even believe them anymore because I always always always am proven that whoever I’m interested in is always more attracted to my friends
I will never understand the need or want to stay in a relationship after someone’s already broken your trust time and time again. Like are you expecting a change in behavior?? A new train of thought from your significant other??
like WHYYYYYYYY would you put yourself through that
it’s amazing how you can absolutely be in so much love with someone whether it be one sided or not, and then one singular small thing in your brain clicks one day and you can’t place why you wanted them around in the first place.
I can’t help but feel so alone these days. Like I could be around everyone but the second I’m home it’s like I never even did anything or went anywhere and I don’t quite understand it anymore