wren, duh!

:) ;P

bedrotting with ur cat is the closest to nirvana u will ever reach

having a meltdown is kinda what I imagine a werewolf transformation feels like

unfortunately- throwing myself down on the ground and writhing while I scream and sob has a 100% chance of me eventually getting too tired to continue, forcing me back into the motions & moving on with my life

Sitting on the floor of my room, post-meltdown, drool all over my face and arm from biting myself to quiet my screams/sobs as not to disturb my neighbors It’s crazy how quiet it is up here (aka my brain) now vs 3 minutes ago- I couldn’t stop agonizing now I just … feel nothing.

i lowkey let it linger

look at this fucking cake

Fullmetal Alchemist (2003)

<3

i’m basically analog

I deserve a drumset to go apeshit on after work

I also don’t get sick days !!!??! I have to dip into my PTO (40hrs per year) to cover any hours I miss being sick. This is the most exploitative job lol

Tomorrow is 6-11 am but I always stay late to put up our perishable product. “Half day” my ass. They tell me I can “work within my budget”to take two days off but my budget barely covers the labor load as it is

6-5, 6-5, 1-10, 1-10 then 6-2 is an absolute nightmare of a schedule I hate it here

People say love at first sight doesn’t exist but have you ever seen a cat

I love my house and it’s so beautiful where I live, all my customers at the store adore me and many have complimented my work ethic. I can ask around and find work- if I had more time I could sell p0rn again & would only need a part time job to make sure all my bills are paid.