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im actually an awful friend kms

im such a dickhead man

my life is so fuckinn boring

so tired today even tho ive done fuck all as usual

since turning 19 nrly a month ago now i been extra fucking sad more than i usually am god i should jus kmsed on my birthday

im so fuckin annoying

sighfhdhdjjsjs

did someone put a curse on me to make me sad and miserable

so does she just not care Or

so sick n tired of jus losing n gaining the same weight all the time can i jus fuckin stick to restricting n not ruining it all by binging ffs

:/

no motivation to do anything i jus cant be bothered anymore i jus feel so sad hh

not enjoying anything rn

i hate myself im so disgusting

6pm and im only just getting out of bed hh i need to stop bein so lazy im rlly wasting all of my summer break

i miss being young

then ur throat starts closing up Longgggg

awful when someones tryna talk to u but all u can focus on is the tears u r trying to hold back

i miss bein a kid ,, where did it all go wrong ://