｜𝕭𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗆

the sun rots; ichor stains me.

@LCB_Allen ᅠ || A lot of 'grin and bear it' with Chesed. A lot of pent-up guilt and feelings of responsibility for things going wrong too which definitely fits Bloom. Netzach would more so be the more explicit one for him sinking into stagnancy and decay with his melancholy. ᅠ

@ulysseansinner / from the little i've seen i can understand Netzach but i didnt consider Chesed much. interesting.

/ if your muse were to get an ID based on a librarian who do you think it would be . i like to see Allen as Hokma, not only for the old man vibes but also because of the whole thing with hopelessness

ᅠ But a ship cannot love an anchor, even if they're married. ᅠ

ᅠ He misses her. Dearly, eternally, achingly; every day. ᅠ

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ... ᅠ

a ship could never really love an anchor.

it was like walking into the sun， being with you， it was like walking into the sun for the first time after a terribly long winter.

i will always love you, but i cannot look at you.

⠀useless ray of goddamn sunshine ...

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ " More Ring members on the bus. Mmn. " Mild discomfort and a single bead of sweat. ᅠ

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ " Good morning. " He didn't sleep a wink. ᅠ

love is a word that blinds you.

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ || BLOOM.👓 Been a long while since I did one of these. Couldn't hurt to shake off the dust and see. ᅠ

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ " I wonder if I can get my hands on editions of Thumb Through while on this bus. " ᅠ

@LCB_Allen ᅠ " Thank you, ma'am. It's appreciated. " It's muttered quietly, with earnest relief. ᅠ

@ulysseansinner ᅠᅠ No no, I get it, it's fine... It's just... surprising. I didn't thought they would do that, considering... everything. I'm sorry you had to go through that. ᅠᅠ

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ " I'm not putting on a 'bunny suit' for Easter - " ᅠ