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unpinning at 54/119

my stomach's literally so fucking pudgy holy shit i cant even suck it in what the fuckim so fucking mad

i just want my old body back

i almost did well today

bro i saw a candid video of me from this morning and my grandma's sister told me i look like ive gained weight. it's 10AM

hello guys! i relapsing 😋

@starttobleed you can basically put anything savory, even flavoring if youre trying to fit it on your intake ! its very easy to pair with

@starttobleed here are some of my meals! first pic is called sisig (the side is just home made vinegar cucumber salad) second salted egg with cucumber salad and, well, beans third is pork chop and fried tofu + i ate white rice before i switched to quinoa

quinoa is a game changer, im so fucking happy that i love the texture

whopping 62.6 bro

im such a loser ive been forgetting my cardio

i was perfect in december,, i shouldve been grateful

wala ako gana kumain and im sad about it. im just lost

trigger warning sa / rape . i got raped last night i think 🤔 and its disrupted my sleep

fun news about my life i quit diuretics, and im now taking creatine ! and i stopped being too uptight about drinking bc i realized its only the diuretics that was making my hangover shit balls 😆

IM GOING BACK TO SCJOOL AFTER TWO YEARS IM SO HAPPY

i fucking know okay i swore that i want to be strong and be a role model for my little cousins but i DONT. its all just cope id rather be skinny. its all cope.

5 day 1200 cal until my bfs gig (i have been going beyond 2k for the past week (obviously 😆😆😆😆))

juiuuuusssttt saw a video of me at my lw 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 3 kgs is a huge difference mannnn..,,, 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 im never leaving this fucking place

holy shit i was bummed bc i gained 4kgs from my lw measurements (im at 60 now) but im recomping and i saw my measurements from when i was 57 and im so much smaller now ,, love the tape measure man