when anton said "dream doesn't automatically equal happiness", this hits me hard, really. he reminds us that happiness is a frequency, not a destination.. to feel happiness is to create it ourselves, not to chase it
pls remember that ur idols don't owe u anything, they don't owe u spotless image or control over their personal lives. they're their own person and as long as it's not a crime or harming anyone else, they're allowed to make their own choices.