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I date to literally intertwine souls

Keria after seeing Faker and Karina ads:

together, forever #geng #t1

Being sensitive is so embarrassing like how do I tell you I got hurt over something so dumb

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"Others have it worse." Do me a favor and go fuck yourself! Suffering isn't a competition and I'm fed up with people who make it that way!

it‘s really difficult to not blame myself for everything sometimes. i know it wasn’t my fault but it feels like it was. it feels like i lacked something that it had to be this way. i know i don’t control the actions of others but i can’t help it.

Not they're fault but I'm tired blaming myselfffff

Some people are dead inside. They wake up because they're supposed to, they eat because it's expected. They say 'I'm fine' because anything deeper would require a pulse they no longer feel. They are neither happy nor sad, just empty in a way that's hard to explain without scaring people. It's not that they want to die; it's just that living has lost its flavor. Every day is a loop of pretending and surviving, and they are so deeply tired of carrying a heart that forgot how to beat and a body that no longer feels..

losing your appetite because you're sad really is draining af

Telling your parents about your problems is like adding another problem to your life.

ahhh hope someday someone will go with me to get diagnosed aaaaaaa too scared to know what's in meee. I'm tired.

i don’t think i can keep pretending like im a normal healthy person anymore bc i really am not and the more i try to mask the worse i get i want to run away form myself i want to quit everything i don’t want anyone to ever see me again i wish i could get hit by truck-kun

It’s awful being mentally wired like a neurotic horse. I interpret everything as “I’m in trouble.” Phone buzzes? I’m in trouble. My boss calls me into the office? I’m in trouble. I need to unlearn that automatic reaction.

i wanna cry, my heart feels so so so heavy.