vamp // edtwt

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@lvmichaelc_hall they rlly do :( im trying to convince my mom to get a cat, but she's still not sure 😔

im taking care of my friend's cat today and i forgot how calm i feel when there's a kitty around :( i miss having a cat sm

i know its stupid to try to restrict today, but who said i make smart decisions

im ngl i had a pretty bad binge yesterday and im bloated as fuck. i want to kill myself when will it end

@springcals0 thank u :(

@vampyyfangs i'm really sorry youre having these thoughts ): i really hope that the worst of them can subside soon

ive gained so much. im such a fucking loser, i dont even deserve to be alive

i wouldnt like someone who looks like me too, so its ok

i feel like everyone will hate me now, bc i gained weight

i hope i dont wake up

i wish i was brave enough to commit

kill me please oh my fucking god KILL ME

then my mental health got worse and now i feel like there's no me without my mental illness.

i genuinely dont know who i am. i dont think i ever had a personality, bc my entire life was just me trying to fit in. i wore so many masks, bc i was so scared that no one will like me if im not like them and it messed me up so bad i cant find my true identity now

why am i a bottomless pit wtf

i hope i don’t wake up tomorrow seriously nobody needs me anyway lol

How do I explain that I genuinely feel like a moving corpse instead of an actual human being

@lvmichaelc_hall SO CUTE I LOVE THEM!!! they suit u so well, u look pretty

maybe it would be more bearable if i wasnt forced to practise religion i dont agree with

going back to my parent's house for easter break today :( i hope i dont lose my damn mind. i fucking hate easter omg

ill never be pretty