vanessa

unpinning when i’m 109 bmi 19.9

@vyscal 5 lbs in one week is awesome ! thats more than how much one person should regularly lose in one week !

eating an average of 1.4k cals under my maintenance every day last week and I only lost 5 fucking pounds.

@lunooculus literally… im not at a super lw (im 110 and 100 is considered UW for me) and the more i lose the more im worried to eat and gain…

being at a lower weight (for me that is) has made me more afraid of recovery. despite the fainting and awful side effects of the disorder. smt about eating that much food just to gain 1lb deadass terrifies me. and I know that no one in my family would understand

hope to make 400 this week or even 300 i need clothes money hopefully my sugar daddy wants to give me more tmr :3 shooting for 100-150$ a day i made 150$ today but i owe my friend for buying my room for me to stay in this week >< tmr goal is 100$ !!

@unspoclit it’s a curse asf i so gotta save up money for a boob job like yesterday

@vanessaedtwtpt2 HELPP IM SO SORRY

ik u lose ur boobs when u lose weight but if u already have big boobs do they just become saggy

maybe i’ll walk in the morning for coffee + steps

praying for 109 on the scale tmr

gonna hope and pray that this coffee my family made doesnt make me gain weight…. gonna estimate ive had about 530-600 calories today and most the calories come from the drink my family made me

my folks just made me coffee.. bur idl how many calories is in it… guessing maybe 400

plotting on a way to wawa to get a coffee or energy drink

on to day 3 of my liquid fast :) only had about 230 calories in one coffee today and will probably get one more before the night ends

paid for more storage and it did nothing

one more hour until day 2 liquid fasting ends gonna maybe get a coffee later but we’ll see

wait rhis is my first time hearing this song and it’s like good ?

price matching

@Airaxora price matching

starts with P and we all love it

2 hours and 30 more minutes until day 2 liquid fast is done

wawa is 50 minute walk away it’s 90 degrees outside idk if i should leave or not

@underfed_beast liquid fasting

just weighed all these peaces and sorted them by weight so i can know their exact cals when i eat them.. anyway what are y'all up to on a monday at 1:27pm

boutta ask for some more reta when my cousin gets back asff