Vania

Banyak rapuh yang harus terlihat rapih

@beayutiful Hi, akhirnya aku beli yang day 1. Let’s see yaa, hopefully both days hit the same 🫰🏻

@vanneyaa iyakah by? aku malah pengen day 1 karna sabtu

JUJUR BINGUNG, mending nonton the weeknd day 1 atau day 2 ya? Plusnya day 1 hari sabtu jd besoknya masih bisa istirahat huhu tp katanya day 1 ga begitu seru, bingung banget

Sometimes I feel pathetic for ending up in this phase again begging my boyfriend just to keep me updated,give me attention,and make me feel cared for. It hurts because he was the one who once made me believe I was finally safe enough to heal from all the pain and trauma I carried

Even the word ‘sorry’ coming from him is something I can’t believe anymore. I don’t know if he truly regrets it or if he just wants the problem to end quickly.

Every time I try to express how I feel, I always say, ‘I’m hurt that you treat me this way.’ But it feels like the sadness I show doesn’t mean anything to him anymore. Sometimes I blame myself and wonder what’s wrong with me, why he treats me like this.

I miss my bf, but at the same time he never even says he misses me. I feel like things are getting more and more bland, yet I still care and love him sehh. Apa gue plenger? perlu di kicau mania sajakah?

makin di kerjain makin plenger ni krispy, Yaallah bissmillah 🤲🏻😭

oh i wish..

me ignoring my problems:

Been dealing with a lot behind the scenes mental stuff, PCOS, alopecia, trauma. Still trying not to give up (skripsi juga lagi chaos lol). Please let me be happy too. Hoping for health, ease, and better days. But seeing people around me happy somehow makes me feel okay too 🤗

bangke furkimurki in this situation again YAAALLLAHHHH gue harus sm manusia kek gmna lg sih yaAllahhhhhhhhhh gue harus jadi manusia seperti apaaaa lagi????jdikan aku orang kaya, sehat sentosa dan beriman ajalah YAALLAHHHH klo emng ga beruntung soal cinta cintaan 😭

@prettyalisya sore seinget aku tp ada yg bilang sampe malem jg, cuman bawa ktm doang digital ge boleh da

telkomedika telyu buka smpe jam brp sih ada yg tauga? trs harus bawa apa aja ktm? kartu asuransi jg ga

Bissmillah keluar dari zona nyaman dibidang berbeda. Harus bisa harus yakin pasti bisa buktiin ke papi, aku bisa kerja sambil skripsi. Klo ga gini kapan lagi? kesempatan ga pernah dateng dua kali, harus tetep inget tujuan utama. Semoga lancar, ga sakit dan ga ngerepotin orng🫂