Vatheja

@dwekou Thank you, it’s a slow process and some days are better than others but I’m getting there

@vatheja I hope you get better soon, this sounds devastating 💔

I’m still alive! ‼️If you still have an ongoing commission with me please bump yourself up by shooting me a message. I will be going through them this coming week‼️

@Feldwik As fun as it was there is things I do actually enjoy drawing more than heimussy,, Tysm!!

@vatheja Aw shucks no more heimerdinger sitting on rockets Glad to see you back though! Gl with the comms

@DoctorMike6175 Loool that toothbrush is there because I like to scrub grout when I’m stressed (true tho)

@vatheja I am glad that there is progress and that you have found a professional who is on your side. P.S. You understand the shitty situation when a person has a toothbrush stored on the floor.

Found an amazing GP. She is actually taking me serious. Went to the neurologist today and He wants to rule out the possibility that I have Multiple sclerosis by doing an MRI on my head.

@YourHostNick Thank you so much! I really hope I get answers soon

@vatheja Send nudes

Impending doom has been killing me too. What about all the artwork that I could possibly never create? The stories I can’t experience?

@Goblin_Witches It really is. I know my body so well… How could they tell me it’s just stress? I lived a happy care free life up until that one night where everything changed…

@vatheja It is a very weird feeling going to doctors clearly knowing something is wrong just for them to tell you that "it was nothing" or "we dont know". I know that way to well. Hope they can help you somehow this time :( All the best to you

Keep themselves moisturised. My heart is doing whatever it wants to atp. Pressure in my nose/ears. Feeling my pulse in my left butt cheek suddenly. Legs turning blue. Breathing out feels like I’m hitting a wall. Weird rashes, back pain, pain in general. And ontop of this all

@caleokathaline Thank you.. I do feel like there is no end to this. I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired

If you’re a friend or close one of mine.. do not ask me if I’m doing better. The answer has been no for months, and just when I think it’s better, the next day it’s 2 times worse, I don’t see a future for myself where I’ll go back to what I used to be no matter how hard I try

Doctors said it was nothing months ago and I finally managed to gather the strength to go back tomorrow and I’m not gonna step back until they give me answers. I’m so very tired.

The answer is always no. I don’t look like myself anymore, I wanna cry. I want my body back, I want my health back, I want the energy to do anything back. I’m constantly battling with the need to sleep, but then I lay down and my heart skips beats and my breathing turns bad.

I’m still alive. I haven’t gotten back to commissions yet at all. As much as I want to be happy and awake and socialise and work… I am at my limits. I’m genuinely convinced I am dying of something. My digestion is not working properly despite eating healthier. My eyes can’t

@444DarkAngel444 I might be silent most of the time but I think of you often!!!😔💕

Oh no! twt is using my art for it's generative Ai! 🫳 *drops this here*

I received this letter from the doctor from my visit from last month. This is what was diagnosed with so far, heading back there on the 17th to address the other issues. I miss being able to draw for hours at a time…