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i’m so tired of killing myself every day

@BlueMuriel you are very weird and clearly not a psychologist please seek professional help LOL

Ok tweet blew up. Wanted to clarify that this is MY interpretation and I think everyone's free to see it differently. I studied emotional incest and family abuse for years, also suffered it in my childhood btw. So I am sure when I say Endeavor was not ONLY a tiger parent. 1/2

@accountabitch I literally couldn’t have asked to read anything more thank what you wrote honestly thank you so much you have a heart of gold and knew exactly what to say🖤 thank you

oh and before someone looks at it and goes “55kg ugw lol” or that my bmi is only around 17. I’m 5’10 (178cm). Thats just the weight i always imagined to be perfect for me, my dream ultimate goal for when everyone will finally see me as small and fragile. I was WRONG LOL

idk if u want proof or whatever but this is around the time i relapsed again. In those 9 months of hell, I had an ab*rtion, started new medications, got diagnosed with 3 more things, spent more money than I earned, and accomplished nothing but pathetically slow weight loss.

hit my ugw and nothing changed btw

I just had my first ever blood test results. GP has sent me home with informational material to fighting ED’s i’m so screwed

@dmwk00 you are a freak i genuinely hope a piano falls on your head or you accidentally walk off of a cliff

빈곤 핑계도 지겹네요. 이 얘기도 대체 언제까지 작가들이 반박해야합니까? 가난하다고 해서 작가의 작품을 훔치고, 생계를 위협하면서까지 웹툰을 보는 게 정당화가 됩니까? 돈이 없다고 마켓에 가서 물건을 훔칠 건가요? 심지어 웹툰은 삶의 필수재도 아닙니다. 웹툰 안 본다고 안 죽ㅅㅡㅂ니다. 다른 사람의 직업을 위협하면서까지 계속 도둑질을 하고, 변명하고, 인정받고 싶나요? 난 이해 못하겠네요.

losing my damn mind

i miss you twitter but ive never been better than when I am not on here. Been in a 3 months long honeymoon phase as an adult honestly 10/10

i know this sounds silly bc i’m literally on edtwt, but i’m just now realizing that i might have a serious problem

this awoke smth inside of me

goal

now this is the ideal. i get it now

🌿a very specific aesthetic of thinspo thread that i’m obsessed with

I starved. It says 4 months but actually I was pregnant for 2 of those months, so they didn’t count. End of thread 😍

oh my waist is 26 inches. score.

@pasakiss what does it taste like? in my culture we have blood soup and blood sausages but I wasn’tever interested in eating them so i’m super curious how it tastes!!

guys it’s blood curd and i know it’s a bit weird for people who aren’t familiar with this food but it is a cultural food soooo

being anorexic and having chronic pain that prevents me from working out makes me feel so inadequate