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I never thought the video I edited would be shown in Seoul. With such limited time (yes, just 2 hours before the deadline), even finishing it already felt beyond my expectations. When my video made it to the voting list (draft #3), I was so, so happy!! I asked my moots, my friends, even my family to help vote for it (and I can’t even begin to describe how grateful I am to all of you🫶🏻)
Still, I didn’t expect to win. The other videos were amazing, and the voting base clearly encouraged people to choose draft #1 and that’s totally okay! So when the final draft was announced and my video was selected to be displayed on the horizontal screen, I felt a kind of happiness I can’t even describe. It was truly beyond compare✨
But after March 10th, I never expected that seeing my edited video ad with the words “Heeseung of Enhypen” would feel a little different in a moment like this. My feelings are so mixed: it’s overwhelming. I’m incredibly happy and proud of myself, but at the same time, there’s this quiet sadness I can’t ignore. It feels like my heart is being pulled in two completely different directions at once.
My heart still aches every time I see him now because i love him so much and it hurts💔 I think I’ve only signed a few petitions and shared a couple of hashtag templates for him (sorry) because honestly, I still haven’t been able to fully process everything. I repost things, I try to keep up, but sometimes seeing those hashtags in my mentions just makes me feel even sadder.
I try to distract myself with other things, but a part of me still wants to know what will happen next. I just hope everything turns out well, and that one day I’ll be able to accept everything that’s happened🤍 Thank you guys🙏🏻
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