ray ᰔ edtwt🦇

⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ #edtwt intro 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ ──── ୨୧ ──── - ray , 17 , she/her. not new to edtwt but new acc! - diagnosed ana - forced recov in inpatient bmi 12 —> bmi 16. hospitalised 5x - cw 42.5kg (bmi 15.5) , maintaining ! - i love anime, music and kdramas ! ♡/⟳ to be moots

@doeyecals ive always had a very fast metabolism, so i could eat a lot and still maintain my natural low weight because bodies burn calories differently than others

@doeyecals everyone has a natural baseline weight, eating what you want is eating intuitively which aligns with what your body specifically needs to maintain that weight

how are people naturally thin? like at some point if you eat whatever you want, won’t you gain?? like i just don’t get it

FUCKING BIO OIL

btw life will be exactly the same once you hit your ugw. you’ll still be unsatisfied and want to lose more because anorexia doesn’t just go away when you plan for it to

@fiatpest SEVEN YEARS HELLOO i doubt ill even make it to that age ngl but ill prob start saving up for another surgery, if i still want it at 18 i’ll just do it🫩✌️but how do i lock in on my jawline twin

@vodkarexia You're a teenager give it like 7 more years, you'll be carved also lock in on your jawline ur lwky lucky

@perfectlylaced no 5pm is very acceptable for me you’re safe

@vodkarexia is 5 pm awkward….

i can’t imagine being so non disordered that someone could go out and eat at an awkward time like 3 or 4pm the thought makes me SICK

@sleapyskittle right😭 im skinny and im hella insecure about how flat i am, bigger people just think their problems are the only ones to exist lmao

@vodkarexia And she’s saying that bcs of what SHE likes more on HERSELF?? Girl not everybody wants or feels comfortable with a small chest or flat ass and that has nothing to do with consuming porn 😭😭??

people are sooo set on denying skinny shaming exists nowadays??? jealousy making you belittle other peoples REAL problems is embarrassing

@FloppyHisoka bro genuinely this, people act like when they’re skinny their entire life will be suddenly amazing when literally nothing changes😭😭 u dont reach ur ugw and suddenly have no disorder or be satisfied, you’ll still hate your body🫩 also literally no one gaf if you’re skinny ngl

@vodkarexia lol it’s cuz they’re facing the hard truth that even when and if they get skinny, they still won’t be happy with their body and society will just not hold doors open for them simply because you’re skinny it’s like seeing the trophy you’re gonna get at the end of the race is fake

@j0k3xt3r she’s def no more than bmi 14. i’d say low mid 13s

Wahts her stats does anybunny know

@mmeeaatt44 unfortunately it does not go away i still get super bloated after eating anything

is anyone else cursed with a big disgusting bloated stomach always all the time and will it go away when i lose weight

i feel like a fucking greedy bitch why is food ALL i genuinely think about. i’ll be eating and already thinking about my next meal it consumes me

@FayeTheAngelic 166cm

@vodkarexia may I ask how tall you are? cause i am 1,75m

ive always had a natural bmi of 16-17 but now im bmi 15 and ive been eating like 2k+ cals every single day for weeks now and im still not gaining a thing when i actually need to💔what is going on guys

@oscarwilded HELL YEAHHH this is genuinely such an amazing milestone in breaking free!! keep going it’ll be soso worth itttt one step closer to freedom 🫶🏼

oscar's big anorexia recovery milestone number one! 🎊 for the first time in months, i didn't check any calories on anything i ate today!! i've struggled with calorie counting for years on end and for the last 24 hours, i didn't count the calories on ANYTHING i had to eat today.

@lotusyamero i woke up and chose not to have ana today im in a mia mood✌️

i hate people on tiktok that say that you can choose to have an eating disorder bruh

@kcalhearts @onegirlnoplate you’re so fucking real ily oomf

@onegirlnoplate no its definitely a thing ive always been natually skinny and i HATED how thin i was before, i felt like such shit compared to the other girls who had big tits and big asses and thighs and allat

I think people who are insecure about being skinny are faking it

@_il0vemacaron1 HII MEME

SHEDTWT UK GC!!! follow and comment to be added! Meanspo ONLY directed to the person who asks otherwise not! May do group fasts and all that but mostly just for people in the UK on shedtwt to connect haha #edtwtㅤ #shedtwt

uk oomfs i cant recommend this enough if you love ice coffees. its only 53 cals and its so fucking good i drink this shit DAILY

@0001o2_ @wlforwon yes im so specific i track EVERY calorie down to the crumb it’s so weirdd

@vodkarexia @wlforwon u could also be miscalculating? like do you finish all your meals and/or track everything to a T

@cringefailfart honestly has me feeling like

@vodkarexia mine has like genuinely made me stop being suicidal lately

does anyone else’s ed just completely cancel out their depression because it consumes your whole life or is it just me