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ok,,,,, i did something terrible, and i have to confess to it on august 5th, to my best friend and my boyfriend. they don’t know yet , and telling them was my decision. i don’t mind if the friend leaves, but i do mind if my bf leaves. i will tell him, and if he- #suicidetwt

not boyfie i love you boyfie

i hate this fucking life if i don’t end it i’m at least gonna cut these hoes off

my best friend hates me too lol

i’ve got a job application paper, applying elsewhere online, i need to get a job so i can afford the supplies it’s either blades or pills we will see i’ll find somewhere to bring the kitten i found before i do it don’t worry i won’t leave her alone

@w0rmfo0d you're not alone !!! anything you need u can text me, stay safe oomf :3

i am so scared to be alone

i have such bad paranoia that my every move is being watched by someone i know, online or offline, i vet every account that interacts with me so i know it isn’t them

@bbqhhang her name is Blair like The Blair Witch Project

@w0rmfo0d Aww what are you going to name it

um. i just found a kitten and took it home. this makes things a lot harder #suicidetwt

my depression and anxiety get worse and worse every day. i’m so scared to tell them, i’m scared i’ll be alone, i don’t want to be alone i don’t know how to be. 24 days #suicidetwt

i might do DXM the night before i kill myself, have a good time before i go

i’ve been feeling a bit more anxious for the past few days but hopefully it won’t be too bad soon i’ve been telling myself that he won’t leave and that he may be upset but he just can’t leave because it’s the only BAD thing i’ve done as to cope. i honestly hope my cope is true

if he does decide to leave he can at least view me as a bad person when i do it so he doesn’t feel sad

@thinkill22 school classroom beside my bully

@faydenex @kulkaslarilagi being a dirty fucker might mean you don’t shave though, women’s hair does get course and long when unshaven, naturally

@kulkaslarilagi animators will tell u something about having to draw their body hair 500.000 frames and theyd rather not do that, the other answer is that being a dirty fucker doesnt mean you grow more body hair, genetics and shit

Can't believe the catgirl addict has no hair on her why she got no bush why she got no pit hair why they gotta make her squeaky clean bro

he went out with a friend and i was so jealous, i had to remind myself that it’s okay to feel this way but it’s not okay to take it out on him. i’m usually good about it, direct it inwards instead at least, but sometimes i lash out and feel guilty afterwards.

the codependency disgusts me because it’s pitiful. i would plead at his feet for him to stay. he wouldn’t want that anyway. jealousy makes me act out.

i’m a compulsive liar and a kleptomaniac, as well as codependent. i find those to be my most distasteful traits, especially the codependency because it makes me humiliate myself. and every time i tell a lie i tell myself i’m such a hypocrite, i cut someone off for doing the same.

i don’t really want to die but i can’t imagine life without him, there is no one else for me and there never will be

i’m not a bad partner i’m just a fucking liar and i lied about huge shit that i shouldn’t have hopefully he can look past that i try hard to be very good and i want to change so hopefully

i’m learning his 1st language still even though i know there’s a chance he will leave me