𐔌 ᛝ ༏ིྀ ˙tom / thomas 𐂯 ꒱ྀི

@sootdeer_ OKAY 🤍

this podcast is horrible 💙💙💙💙💙💙 im not mentally distressed but watching wilbur soot for too long makes me horny sometimes 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 @weedbur_soot im going to invade your dms 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

i’m so in love with him

le tengo envidia a las personas que han logrado suicidarse

NO IM NOT!!! / J dude of course i am are you kidding🤍🤍🤍

when i ignore the fact my stomach is actively begging for food hashtag discipline or something

wait I think I kinda fw this.

when my scars lowkey fading so i lowkey need to make new ones.

i hate small talk, can you put your cigarette out on me

@sootdeer_ dude good omg in gonna FUCKING TWEAK🫩

@weedbur_soot im going to get your friend don't worry im constantly manifesting her to get seriously ill

i dont deserve to be going through this i already have to deal with the fact that one of my only friends attempted to leave me out three different times im gonna CRY IMGONNA CRY I DONT FUCKIJG DESERVE THIS

Seeing wilbur happy makes me sick wdym he gets to be happy and whimsical and I don't 😤

its crazy how some people live their whole lives without a single thought of self harm or suicide

I WANT DRUGS I WANT TO BE SKINNY AND I WANT TO CUT. AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!

@sootdeer_ yeah like genuinely 😭

@weedbur_soot wait actually

i want to write tombur but in the way im projecting

im overwhelmed with the urge to relapse. its not fun 😭 like yo at first it was chill , like oh i only wanna do it a couple of times but now its like constantly in my head and i cannot stop it

@sootdeer_ WHY IS THIS FUCKING HAPPENING TO ME WHY DO IHAVE TO BE THEONE GOING THROUGH AN EPISODE ITS NOTFAIR ISSWHSKNAKAJSBJD IMGONNA KILL EVERYOEN IHATE EVERYONE OGMU FUCKIJG GOD IMGOANSYSKOWN

@weedbur_soot NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I STRANGLE MYSELF.

nevermind im just gonna KILL MYSELF

bro really thought yesterday was just a mini episode FUCK IM GONNA KILL EVERYONE