‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀but you were 𝐁͟𝐎͟𝐑͟𝐍͟ to ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ be an 𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒖𝒕 ——

maybe somehow there's a bright side to all this. / i did get to meet you.

ᅠ ( .. smile creeping 'pon own soft visage. ) i hope that one day, ill get there. when we get out of here and dont have to swim in homework every evening. but im just not like that, yknow ? ᅟ

ᅠ yeah, the rain is good for sleeping .. it keeps me calm. and soon, the flowers will bloom, too. and with the summer, i won't have to worry so much about .. expectations. ᅟ

ᅠ i—i know, but that's only sometimes, neil. there's some things i can't be confident about. its just .. not common. ᅟ

ᅠ too much rain .. its been making 𝘮𝘦 gloomy. i can't believe winter is over. ᅟ

ᅠ not worrying is kind of inevitable .. but, — uhm .. yeah. more situations.. yeah. ᅟ

ᅠ i miss the snow. ᅟ

ᅠ ...good...to...know... ᅟ

ᅠ i guess you're right. but.. yeah, id still love you. ( CLEARING THROAT ) ᅟ