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🐰 yeonjun hyung said it himself but he was someone who really tried to not talk about himself…he never wanted to burden other people and always wanted to resolve things alone but he makes those things really obvious 🦊 (joking) he’s the worst 🤣 🐰 you can just look at him and tell that he’s having the hardest time ever but if i ask him “hyung, are you okay?”, he’ll be like “i’m okay, i’m okay” so that really…upset me back then. if i approached him to have a conversation, he’d just try to hide everything as much as he could. it kinda felt like…he was building a wall around him. 🐰 when we drank together that day, he spilled all his inner feelings in a very honest way to me, for the first time in years. 🐰 so i cried that day 🦊 he did 👤 while you guys were talking? 🦊🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ 👤 why? what made you cry? 🐰 i was just listening to him and the tears suddenly started pouring 🦊 i saw him cry after a really long time 🐰 it’s because…it’s someone i have a lot of affection and care for and…yeonjun hyung was going through a hard time and it felt like he was in the process of becoming a better person so i think that made me feel really nice

🐰 i saw san hyung talk about the circle dance and he said everything so prettily 🐰 san hyung actually has a really pretty smile too 🐰 all of us were in the circle and he was the only one that wasn’t joining us so i thought that maybe he wanted to join but he was hesitant so i was like “hyung, you should come join us too!” 🐰 hearing what he said, i realized that he didn’t actually want to join in 😅