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kierkegaard's "anxiety is the dizziness of freedom" is coming out of plato's allegorical cave, squinting into the light of day, and then passing out when you realize just how much is out there because suddenly it's not just shadows anymore and you're overwhelmed

#zonauang mau whatsfun dong

#zonauang like tiktok real human sama boost view ada gak ya? yang purely bukan bot

there’s intimacy in never speaking again

guysss i liedddd 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i actually want it 😭😭😭😭 i want it SO bad 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i want it so bad its ruining my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I suppose I’ll spend my life wishing I were a tree

I'm currently living one of the most boring lifestyle any young person should be living

the doctor is neither near nor far

i self sabotage by distancing or avoiding people out of fear of connection (trauma response to preserve my emotional peace because i feel things so intensely it becomes overwhelming and overstimulating)

Nobody talks about how hard it is being the first to do something when you have no good examples in your life. no blueprint, just trials and error

life so private no one knows im gonna kill myself

Forgot to drink our sleepy time tea before bed

life

I think I lost my spark. I don’t talk as much, I keep to myself, and I’ve mastered the art of distance. It’s not that I’m mad or bitter. I just don’t have the energy to show up the way I used to. Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this “I don’t care” phase, 1/2

how i feel sending a message to anyone

Can I disappear from your life permanently and leave a void in your heart that's shaped like me and will always ache slightly

barely talk about love to my mom, it seems i hate it very much. well maybe i am, i don't think love is right omw or that's just fantasy thing or whatever