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Wish I was able to just sstarve myself

I hate these quotes of „if your story with them is over, you won’t cross paths anymore.“. I saw her and it makes me delusional

People are always „hihi math traumatised me“ but they can’t imagine how exhausting it is to actually be traumatised.

@puppystarves This isn’t meant to sound pick me or as if I was bragging. Sorry if it does. Just felt like sharing a different experience

@puppystarves agree but also kinda personally disagree. I used to be active for some time but never went that deep (how ironic) into the community that I felt the need to compete or get worse. I still see how and why it isn’t a safe community tho.

my therapist (whos known me over a decade) swears getting on shedtwt is the worst thing to ever happen to my mental state i mean, i'll just say 4 years ago when i made a twt the only scars i had were the 2 on my wrists and 1 on the side of my thigh 🤷🏻‍♂

Felt like doing an update so here I am. Still alive and doing alright. Finally have a partner that I adore so so much she is amazing

@hatwergras This is premium! Aber Currywurst vs Brezel was böse, weil ja (?!)

german food poll🇩🇪🇩🇪 a thread🧵 for edtwt featuring mostly popular german food n some dishes I've seen germans eat a lot also featuring me trying to explain everything often using Google for help w the details any interaction is appreciated!!

wish the pain would finally pass

Cptsd is weird. What do you mean I’m not 14 anymore? What do you mean people are not always a threat??

This brain is a dark place and it is slowly draining all the motivation left

@belsbl00d @feeisgoingcrazy This

@feeisgoingcrazy i would think you are REALLY cool and be kind of intimidating but not in a bad way 🩷🩷

„But you are so still young..“ yeah that’s the worst part of it

It’s a circle of „I will eat less“ and „just one more day“

@BigBoiBrando17 It is

How long will it be until I feel loved again. Is it even worth the wait

Holidays are testing me. It’s so stressful. I miss my mum. Food everywhere.

@BigBoiBrando17 😭😭

Finally numbed which is AMAZING but it is definitely scratched bad which sucks

Have so much fun talking to people but it's also just so difficult and scary sometimes

My grandma manages to call me by her dead daughters (my mother) name every now and then. It hurts a lot

@feeisgoingcrazy Still reported. It’s so disgusting, why would they post your stuff

@chronicpsycho_ That your body needs to keep hair growth stable. If your body is missing them in a big amount for longer time periods that can also lead to hair loss

@chronicpsycho_ As others said already there are many possible reasons including stress. What could also be, which I haven’t read in the comments, is unfortunately malnutrition. Idk what they supplement you with or if they do at all but there is many nutrients like vitamins, zinc, iron, proteins

21/12/25- mum visited, braided my hair! this was moments before disaster. got lorazepam injection & new dressing. also idk why keep loosing hair. balding. i don’t pull it out anymore and I don’t bang the back my head anymore. It doesn’t make sense.