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I GRADUATED 🙌🎉

it just made me realize how much time we spent together until one day we barely even looked at each other in the hallways at school

i had a dream (nightmare?) last night about my ex best friend’s (nothing really happened, we just stopped talking one summer) mom dying. it made me sad all day even though I wasn’t really close to his family… 😪🫰

so much has happened this week: last week of high school ever, off-campus season one, everyone quitting at my job, can’t ever have a one on one conversation with my bsf, and first day of hs tour was today and I was working during it 😭😭😭

Harry was just shaking ass and have fun and I love that for him

went to a college visit today and it was not for me...

ugh.

this girl is giving me mixed ass signals. saying she’s mad at me, barely speaks to me in class, school ends and she immediately sends me game messages, snaps me more often, and when I ask her what’s going on, she says she’s trying to move on from stuff and wants to be friends!!!

Girl mad I told a couple of people about her being with my bsf but little does she know, I told everyone on twitter too

idk goodnight

Should I just rip the bandaid off and say screw it and drop everyone in my entire life and not go to college and do a gap year instead so I can work and travel ???

I’ve got less than a month of high school left and I’m stressing over something minor but also major??

I dead ass think I need a therapist or something

I also think I’m very angry in this situation cuz I have tried multiple times to be friends with this girl, but it doesn’t seem like she cares about our friendship but she gets closer with my bsf, they’re talking nonstop, sharing secrets when I’ve tried so hard to build a bond

Sorry everyone! Ik I’m never active but like I need to get this off my chest and twitter is my safe space because nobody knows it’s me.

I’m really trying to be civil with this girl and clear the air so we can move on, but she gives me these dumbass responses and speaks to me with little to zero context

oh! and before that I asked “hru?” and she goes “pretty swell” no fucking shit you’re swapping spit with my best friend after you immediately broke up with your ex-boyfriend

Soooo who tf says this ???

uh ohh

I’m actually done like goodbye my life is a literal joke