i fucking hate my life and my body i wish i could rip my skin off. im actually thinking about cutting pieces off i cant take this anymore why do i have to be born i should have already jumped i just want to die. im so tired of always acting like everything is fine
i want to stab my dad over and over and over while he is sleeping i hope on the way to work tomorrow he gets in a car accident and suffers brutally or gets split in half and dies i really wish i could poison him someday.