fever rush

I love hypno I love hyono I love hypno I need hypno I need it this is healthy. Forgot the traumas watch the spirals remember the trauma and watch the spirals. Never stop ever rub to everything sent, abuse is love #hypno #forcedintox #corruption #traumaslut

Missed plans today I forgot about. Sorry I was a no show. I’m violently stoned and heavily xanned rubbing my life away.

I love lying to my therapist about my addictions :3 being enabled by strangers feels waaaaaaaay better than recovering with a professional.

Todays schedule: -wake up after last nights blackout goon session -hit pen five times -log into tele therapy -do EMDR trauma processing -log off -take dabs until I’m tarded -immediately put on headphones and consume hypnoporn -log onto that X account I said Id delete -blackout

Had EMDR today!!! Immediately took repeated dabs And now I’m watching hypno porn with bilateral stimulation to self soothe :3 Healthy and normal, right!? #corruption #forcedintox

@switchywitchuk Exactly, like, genuinely perma fuck up my sense of reality. Gaslight me on my sobriety. My own memories and feelings. Make me question everything and use my abuser as an anchor to reality

@xfeverxdreamx Gaslighting is really underrated. Tell me we’ve met before tell me I was rude make me apologise for it until I actually believe it

It’s a shame part of my trauma is psychosis/gaslighting/forced unreality. Now that I’ve had so much of my trauma and disorders sexualized, it’s just too easy to trigger me and mold my reality and sense of self for you. I lose myself, I lose reality, I lose memory. N I can’t stop

Having someone to help me afford my weed habits in the sake of corruption is the DREAM. 😭

I love waking up to multiple tweets I have zero memory of 🥴 (it scares me but I jerk off to it anyway) time for another dab

Time loss and Gooning and coming back still rubbing but high beyond belief? More pulley th Hank you think

Junkie intox tranny can hardly read my screen: I need a abuser /sadist/rpst in my DM rn #forcedibtox #rape

I’m not remembering this good sumone pls use that to your advantage if it turns you on🥴😇😇

@messygooner_ Fuck, yes I need it

@xfeverxdreamx get more intoxicated

I love being a good sedated hyono rape doll conditioned to be a nympho (I’m going manic soon I swear)

I’ll rubb my private parts to whstevervporn, voice memos, calls, or texts. Xanned and high n bpd mess #forcedinto #gooning

Sometimes I get fuked io and I misss masturbating locked in my room w fresh c*ts down my wrists #forced #gooner #traumaslut

I don’t remember posting this.

Tranny retsrd i love sleep deprivation I love bpd I love mania I love trauma I’m a good toy force me intox me rape my brain and retraumatize me all for fun

I am a silly dummy Lil girl that got into big girl drugs and likes texting hehe hai nice to meet you!! Feel free to say hiiiiii

I love drugs I love have putty for a brainn and making myself prey online unable to feel anxiety