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i like that the cigarettes are killing me

the spirit in me is dying

hurting yet I’m healing, maybe this is where i should belong

self aware but not disciplined enough to change

id rather die than lose this woman

its just layers of trauma all the way down, like the worlds shittiest onion

i don’t recognize myself anymore

i caught a falling star but your hand was already in mine and i had nothing left to wish for

a bit lost in her silence

Ramadan Mubarak 🤲

i was meant to just exist, i was never meant to be understood

@elpasovault @PS5Updates 😂💀

@PS5Updates It's been chaos around here. I had to spend all day drinkin, chain smokin, listenin to ma wife tell me about her day and I even had to have sex with it. Yeah it was unpleasant for both of us but what the hell am I supposed to do? Read a book sober? I don't fuckin think so

UPDATE: PSN is back online for some users! Lots have told me it's working again for them now. x.com/zvyCOD/status/…

you make the bad days easier to handle

you're my favorite glitch in the matrix

i long for quiet thoughts, but there is a madness that plagues my mind

you mean everything to me

i am empty and futile in every corner of my being, even in my unhappiness

i cannot rid myself of the feeling that i’m not in the right place

any beauty you see in me has always been a reflection of you