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@xoxoFallen

bi || 24 || married || t1d/bpd/bp-II/ednos || WNF: basic dnfs, minors || hw: 250.0 || cw: 225.8 || ugw: 105 || ~1200 max + 10k min

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Fallen ࣪ ִֶָ☾. | ↓ -24.2/145
PSA: 1. if you are misogynistic, racist, or anti-LGBTQIA+, block. 2. edtwt is for all eds. if you bully people w/ mia/bed/ednos, block. we all struggle. 3. anyone making fun of higher intakes, block. i have bills to pay and am chronically ill. i can't afford heavy restriction.
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@razzykcal I remember talking to my husband about my former binging habits and at first he was legitimately like "there's no way you ate that much" 😭 the ways binge eating go under the radar never ceases to amaze me. He's super supportive with my weight loss and a great partner but aaaaaa
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@razzykcal·
@xoxoFallen Thank you I have not fully overcome it but mostly. Imagine how much food it takes to gain weight FROM 6’6” 450 until 505lbs…. Needless to say my binging was basically unfathomable to most people
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@razzykcal My relationship with eating out has gotten a lot better but it just feels really like... Revealing? I guess? Binging is no joke and I really applaud anyone who has been able to overcome it.
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@razzykcal·
@xoxoFallen I’m sorry it makes you feel that way :(
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I really really hate to acknowledge it, but does anyone else have intrusive thoughts about a near ancient piece of th1nspo that haunts them to this day 😭
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did anyone else surprisingly start spending more on groceries after developing their ed like shouldn’t I be spending less 😭
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Trying to get better at my hobbies while being in such a steep deficit may very well be the (figurative) death of me lol
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@DizzyDisorder @razzykcal I agree! I'm sure there are tons of medical uses. It does baffle me a bit though when they say "high protein" and it's like 2 extra grams for double the price 😭I've lucked out and like cottage cheese, tofu, and Greek yogurt... But ik a lot of folks don't
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@xoxoFallen @razzykcal I honestly love it since I need to eat high protein for my meds, so being able to get something *that I wanna eat anyways but happens to have higher protein* is a really nice option and can reduce my stress a bit. Not all of them are worth it, but some DO make a difference for me
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@cerewlmilk Uhhh well we have a really fancy rice cooker that we got as an apartment warming gift but I just put it in the rice cooker with some water and cook it on the sushi/white rice setting. Poke holes in it and cut it in half if its over 200g and forget it til the cook cycle finishes.
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@razzykcal·
@xoxoFallen Oh I’m sorry, I would give you a scoop of mine to try before you buy if I could, I find this flavor very good though but I am not in your body or taste buds to rate it on your behalf :(
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@razzykcal·
Protein shake time!! Normally I just shake it manually but using immersion blender to break up the usual lil oreo pieces bc I can’t chew them rn :(
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@razzykcal·
@xoxoFallen It makes my usual arfid related inability to try new things somewhat alleviated because I have context. The other “cookies and cream” are never actually Oreo and it pisses me off so much
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@xoxoFallen I usually watch them while laying in bed because other times I don’t really watch things I’m not sure why. Sometimes when I play videogame I watch YouTube too
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@xoxoFallen I love the video essays too!!
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@razzykcal I really wanted to do my grad school capstone on the protein phenomenon in marketing but it unfortunately didn't go as planned, ended up doing something different. I love the video essays on it though!
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@razzykcal·
@xoxoFallen I think is like average joes who aren’t necessarily on a fitness journey and paying a lot of attention to specifics, but they vaguely want to “eat better” so they just see the word protein and buy ykwim?
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