xylo

#promotwt day 2 of looking for moots ⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:⠀@xylosdiary ⠀ `· . xylo ﹒ 28ꜝ ⠀⠀✚ ₊⠀mental health diary. images will be CWed. 18+ to follow, I follow back and interact 💖 please rt! #shedtwt #988twt #shtwt #sht #goretwt #suicidetwt

@aeeuu12hirsh respectfully you are nearly half my age

@xylosdiary Hi we can be friends (づ ◕‿◕ )づ

please be my friend. i am so alone

@miserymachine00 idk where you live but yeah in the UK they tend to like gluing, at least in my experience; that or those useless steri-strips 🥲

fuck it. before and after gluing (which i regret) sfx all fake makeup #sht #shedtwt

@miserymachine00 the texture/taste of things are usually the same (im autistic)

@miserymachine00 for me i tend to either binge or restrict with no in between? and my binge days tend to be around 3000 cals so like. it’d Hard Man lol. then im so bad with texture etc with food that theres only a few things i can eat. most of it is processed/unhealthy but thats ironically where-

i don’t understand. i go to sleep at 8pm and im awake at 11pm. i force myself to stay awake til 11pm, im still up at 2:30am. please let me sleep please

@miserymachine00 incredible

i started self harming when i was 10. im 30 next year. im such a fucking waste

i kind of want to post my best cuts but also is that weird. it feels weird. i don’t know

how the day ended. disappointed

i genuinely cannot wait to get worse and worse and worse then fucking finally kill myself

gonna try not to eat anything else today….. and get my steps up to 5k at least (i have fibromyalgia it’s hard ok)

i spoke up to my mental health team about my eating issues today and they offered me a dietitian? like ok what because im fat?

what is the name of that food diary with the apples. im so used to myfitnesspal i need to try something else

walking to mental health team

@pr1nc3ssviolet oh my goddddd i loved the twilight books so much as a teen but I never had the chance to watch the movies maybe I should 😭

@xylosdiary nooo you don’t sound boring at all!! i love writing and reading but im rubbish at drawing lol. the office is one of my fav shows but twighlight is my absolute fav ever (basic white bitch lol ik)

@pr1nc3ssviolet i love video games, writing, drawing (especially oc stuff), true crime (NOT TCC lol im just interested in it), shows like the office and Brooklyn 99 etc :) i realise how boring I sound LMAOOO what about you :0

@xylosdiary my dms are always open!! what kind of stuff do you like

@fastingelle iirc they do a small ham egg and chips plate that’s under 500 calories, really good ‘classic’ pub food if you’re craving that for less calories!

⋆🐾° Being forced to go to wetherspoons for dinner 💔 uk oomfs what yummy low calorie things do you recommend