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#edtwtㅤ intro ~ ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ ִֶָ 𓂃⊹ ִֶָ 15yo, ⟢ happily taken !! ‧₊˚ ┊157cm, gw; 40kgs (..◜ᴗ◝..) ⸝⸝no dni, i block freely !! ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ♡/⟳ to be moots !! 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 #moothunt #ricecaketwt #edtwtㅤ

dear diary. today i woke up and cried and cried and cried.

NOBODY MOVE OMG..

I do not care if what I eat is unhealthy as long as its lowcal

when everyone on edtwt loses like 20kg every month and i’m over here losing and gaining the same 6kg

me logging onto edrtwt to complain about eating food nobody forced me to eat

trying not to act like a horrible monster when my patience is tested and things don’t go my way

The cycle

unfortunately people only take your depression seriously once you’re dead

The urge to cut your arms as a thigh cutter

The urge to ghost everyone and kill myself in silence

Every photo i take gets ruined by the fact im fucking fat

i genuinely understand why people go insane

when you see thinspo irl and realize you have more weight to lose than you think

who up with a #pit in their #stomach

can we talk abt the heartbreak of being scared of ur fav foods bc YOU KNOW you’ll overeat

using my multiple hobbies as a distraction to fill the void instead of actually dealing with my feelings

what doesnt kill u kills you eventually

i will lose 10kg by september i will lose 10kg by september i will lose 10kg by september i will lose 10kg by september i will lose 10kg by september i will lose 10kg by september i will lose 10kg by september i will lose 10kg by september

fasting = wishing i was having a metab day because im so hungry metab day = wishing i was fasting because i feel so dirty when im full conclusion: i will never be happy