𑣲 𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐮𝐬

@acatalepsae i’m blushing

none of you on her level ong.

@ZesterLesterLZ mad? sad? depressed?

@yearninglotus Happy? Joyous? Elated?

‼️WILL I ALWAYS WONDER REACTION THREAD ‼️ Chapter 19: where all the lonely things float. I HAVE MY TISSUES, AND MY TEDDY BEAR, LET’S GO

@ZesterLesterLZ IM NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE

@yearninglotus The sun is gone

@acatalepsae HEAD IN THE OVEN IM NOT JOKING

@yearninglotus i'm laughing so hard

“Are you sure that’s what you want?” “Yes, Mike. I’m sure.” Will’s voice softened, but it didn’t break. “And we’re fine. You and I. We’re good. We’re more than good.”

WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT GUN

Or he could stand up. He could stand up and scream until the entire motel woke around them. He could scream at the indifferent black sky overhead. At God. At timing. At fear. At the years they had wasted circling each other like wounded animals too terrified to touch directly.

“And I’m really sorry,” Will said softly, “for getting mad at you for being the only logical one here.”

“And you’ll meet a wonderful boy someday,” Will continued softly. “Who you can kiss and let it mean something more than just practice.” Mike’s mouth went dry. The cigarette suddenly tasted disgusting. “And I’m happy for you.”

“No, listen, Will—” “No. You listen.”

i wanna hug him so bad

And somewhere beneath the cold and the fear and the years of shame piled inside him, something fragile and terrified had finally begun wanting to live. And if you knew Mike Wheeler, you knew that wanting to live was not something that came naturally to him.

“It’s only fair,” he said, “that he knows what it feels like to be loved.”

“And somehow I still managed to say it wrong.” “You’re right,” Lucas said suddenly. Mike looked over at him, startled out of his thoughts. “Excuse me?” Lucas smiled softly at the immediate suspicion in his voice. “You heard me.”

“Mike.” Lucas gave him a look. “You look at Will like a Victorian widow watching her husband leave for war.” “Why would she be a widow is she has a husband?” “One day, Mike, you’ll understand.”

“And I remember everyone running around trying to impress the girls, Stacey Albright and all, and I just…” Mike shrugs a little. “Wanted to sit next to Will on the swings.”

“How long have you known?” Lucas didn’t answer immediately. He took the cigarette back from Mike first, nudging his shoulder lightly with his own as he did it. “Longer than you have,” he said.

lucas, i have always loved you <3