your national anthem

Definitely my favorite painting this year

I have the best brother

My younger brother sleeps on the left side, my pillow is on the right. One shared blanket with the image of Virgin Mary in the middle.

My brother and I are literally the same person. I’m the cooler, more hip and smarter one tho

When you and your brother are both gone and throw up in your sleep >>>

Why does it feel like you were a dream? You were real. You were here.

I want to throw up. I want you to come back

I hate that you’re buried all alone

They sent me their condolences last month and then followed up with this. You cannot be fr

Posted about the one month anniversary of my brother’s passing and people want to send me bullshit

Your death was cruel. Cruel because it wrapped its arms around you and took you away from us. Your death was kind. Kind because it was instant, and now you are at a state of eternal rest. And now I have to miss you for the rest of my life

1 month since you departed. 1 month since the biggest heartbreak I have ever faced. I truly can't believe you still aren't here. It can't be true. I don't want it to be. It shouldn't

How could you leave me alone like this? I’m so fucking mad at you. I told you to stop fucking driving like that. Which is why every time we were together, I drove. You had the most fucked up car in the lot. I’m so mad that you thought you were invisible because now what

Got to sit with you a long while today. No parents joined today. And I was finally allowed to cry

Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart

The sun is setting and you’re still not here

You’re just running late like always

i’m like if a corpse was high-functioning

Adding these songs to the playlist like it’ll somehow rebuild you and bring you back to me

I have never felt this fucking awful in my entire life. I didn’t know my heart could hurt this bad. I will never be the person I was before ever again