I'm choosing myself this time. I'm choosing peace, even if it means missing you for a long while. And maybe one day, I'll find a love that doesn't leave me questioning whether I'm enough, but reminds me gently that I always was.
If you ever think of me, I hope it's with a soft smile, not regret. I'm sending my love to your new beginnings, even if I'm not part of them. We were a lesson wrapped in something that once felt like forever and now, you're just a memory I'm finally strong enough to set free.
I heard our song today and it didn't hurt the way it used to. Maybe that's how I know I'm really letting you go. I'm not angry anymore, not even at the promises we couldn't keep. I just wish we had known how to love each other without breaking ourselves in the process.
I refused to keep showing up for someone who made me feel invisible. So l let go. Or at least, I'm trying to. Day by day. Memory by memory. Even though it hurts like hell. I don't know if you'll ever understand how much I cared.
How deeply I felt everything.
i miss you. more than any words and paragraphs can express. more than any words can show and after that last message, I told myself I wouldn't reach out to you again. Not because I stopped caring.