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ill be closing all sns accounts i have, ill leave them open to finish up any remaining cmms and projects, afterwards i will no longer be active or posting

lately there has been too many days in a row

my only accomplishment this year was not killing myself

no one will take me seriously until i actually fucking die

i love being home and doing absolutely nothing and never contributing to society

i was having fun then literally nothing happened and now i feel empty

I should kill myself just in case. as a preventive measure.

things i'm good at: 1. being awkward 2. daydreaming 3. not texting back 4. yearning 5. isolating myself

kitten imma be honest daddys gonna overblot

i hate feeling like im forcing someone to talk to me.

January: “New year, new me!” December:

sleeping early does not even solve the fatigue problem 😭

よかったね。君は救われて。

why is venting lowk kind of cringe like i feel like such an attention seeker

everytime i see someone animate their model as tje “zero two” dance im cursed with knowing its actually from this video and they are playing into the criticisms present in the mv completely straight and i wanna start beating my fists against the floor

ネイル変えた💅✨