‍ ‍ 𝕭̮̑┄𝙾𝙔 ‍𝕾𝘈𝚅𝙸̮̑┄𝙾𝚁ˀ

𝖩𝖴𝖲𝖳 ᵀᵁᴿᴺ ꒷︶꒷꒥꒷ THE ❲⏳ ❳ 𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚁𝙶𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚂 AROUND 𝘢𝘯𝘥 COUNT ᵀᴼ 𝕿𝙴𝙽 THIS AINT ᴬ GOODBYE ꞉ NO ✴︎ 𝘔𝘖𝙍𝙀 .ᐟ

terrified again of not loving / of loving and not you / of being loved and not by you.

i am my mother’s child.

❝ ˖ . ݁⠀𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑲 𝖠𝖳⠀what ⠀𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐕𝐄 𝖣𝖮𝖭𝖤 ...⠀𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑲 𝖠𝖳 ̠w̠̠h̠a̠̠t̠ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐕𝐄 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝗠𝗘

oh， i will ruin you. it's a habit， i can't help it. i know that you mean so well， but i am not a vessel for your good intent.

i want to go home, i want to go home, but what i mean, what i’m grasping for, is not a place, it’s a feeling. i want to go back. but back where?

i do not fear death. what i fear is my rage will fade one day.