daisha | -4.5/46.6kg 🇵🇸

𖧧~ redoing edtwt intro ~𖧧 ⚘ im daisha ^-^ ⚘ 23 | 5'7 | desi | she/her ⚘ sbmi: 31 ⚘ ubmi: 16 or 17 ⚘ non-edtwt/fatphobes/minors dnf pls ♡ 𖧧~ ♡ / ↻ to be moots!! ~𖧧

i am so overwhelmed with envy that it sickens me

trying to lose weight with deadlines rn is so horrible im gonna die.. but im abt to have adhd medicine in the next few weeks so maybe itll be easier to lose wieght..

@_str4wberrei i had a brick phone at 11-13 to call my parents from school and even when i got a very tiny smart phone at 13 i brly used it besides listening to music so its craazy seeing kids now with huge phones on social media ??? that has to be so damaging to their mental health

maybe I'm too woke but I don't think 12 yr old should have phones. they're still CHILDREN

@leilapetals RIGHT OMG esp bc its longer i feel like my stomach shows sm more

@zenaiisha omg i feel the same, i feel like it accentuates my body in a bad way more than western clothes

i feel like i cant wear my cultural clothes or connect properly with my family because im so fat. i try to wear salwar kameez and stuff but i get so sad bc of how fat i am.. </3 most women my age in my family r so skinny too like i am THE only fat one under like 40

god forbid a nigga seek higher enlightenment

i feel worthless its been getting worse and worse and i cant look at my friends without getting upset i am so fat

genuinely made no process </3 ive been maintaining this whole time out of extreme depression/.stress

avoiding twitter and mpa is so hard i try not to but i seriously have NO one that understands and i just feel embarrassed and pathetic even talkin g abt it

my irl was talking abt calories and fat and everything and i didnt wanna say anything but it triggered me so bad LIKE OKAY. I KNOW IM THE FATTEST HERE. DO U WANT ME TO JUST SHOOTMYS ELF?

no one sees me as transmasc anyway </3

i give up trying to be as masculine as i feel im just gonna present feminine like whatever

just shoot me bro

@beetlegender saying misandry causes misogyny.. why r we blaming the victims for responding to their brutality

i cannot believe this is still up😭😭

212lbs to 203lbs ^-^ i like how big the difference looks in lbs bc 96.6 to 92.1 feels like nothing in kg

i just keep losing ^-^ from 96.6 to 92.1 in a week and a bit

whats the point of going on

im scared

realising im nonbinary/genderfluid/trans ruined my life

i had like 2500kcals i genuinely dont know how that happened

i binged and i still lost.. im now over 4kg down