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you seem pretty excited to eat for a girl with anorexia

i would be so happy looking like this

damn why am i in restrict then binge mood constantly? i am EXHAUSTED

everytime i feel anxious i eat like why do i do this and how do i stop it?

like i shouldn’t be allowed to go out until i lose the weight i am so embarrased to be seen by others

i feel so fucking fat i wanna die

i havent weighed in bc i’ve had social events and couldn’t stop eating

i had diarrhea all afternoon at work but i do feel lighter hahaha

i took lax and i’m so excited for it to kick in i wanna feel emptyyy

the sad sad feeling of weighing in and not having lost weight grrrrr

12/03: 64.3kg (-2.7kg)

11/03: 64.3kg (-2.7kg)

losing 6kgs by april 1st —

going to sleep everyday dreaming of waking upp lighter

what i’m trying to look like this summer

my life for the past 10 years loool

omg all the weight is coming off eeekkk!!! 3.3kg to my goal!!

i want to lose another kgg this week

finally i losttttt !!! omg