Mynameismud@Mynameismud360
That’s great but not sure if I can afford the gas. To be honest I’d sell it so I can retire cuz I’m severely disabled and habd been for 17 years after being hit by 4 at fault drivers causing very painful life long injuries. My job is literally killing me as I dropped dead once already cuz after 17 years of immense pain and stress I developed a very low heart rate which is incredibly dangerous. All I do is work then lay down and I’ll be 50 this July, I haven’t even had a vacation in 17 years, but what got me through was the love for my dog but I had to put him down February 2023, that’s when I developed my heart condition and that was the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through and I was almost burned alive at 3 years old with 3rd degree burns head to toes, I was in a coma for 4 months and took 4 years to heal to the point I could let the sun touch my skin. I simply just want to be able to love again and have some pleasure in life cuz my doctors have warned me if I keep going like this I will be dead and have stayed they never seen anyone go through all I have yet still keep standing but it had taken its toll and I can’t keep it up anymore. I dropped dead once already and too the medics 4 minutes to revive me and I’m scared that I’m going to black out while driving and kill someone cuz I drive hundreds of miles a day for work and it’s incredibly painful and all it takes is a sharp pain spike and my heart rate to jump up and I will black out, or have a cerebral hemorrhage or aneurysm or a stroke or cardiac arrest or a heart attack so I’m in fear of my life every single day I go to work and I have no way to retire. I did have $10,000 saved, but I was scammed out of it all by people on Twitter so now I just have to work even more and I feel myself getting weaker and weaker by the day there are days where I literally can’t even walk when I get home. I have to crawl up the stairs and just lay in bed and not even eat anything and I’ve never asked for a hand out in my life. I’ve always worked for everything I had, but I have to pay for the negligence of others for the rest of my life and I’m just scared that I’m just gonna drop dead so lately I have reached out for help, but all I found was scammers that took everything from me and don’t get me wrong. I like seeing people that are successful and especially when they have a kind heart, but it hurts me so much to see others that have so much. Meanwhile, I worked very hard in my life and I was a very good man that always helped other people I even co-authored the bill that legalized medical cannabis in my state and didn’t accept a single dime for it even though I barely have anything I always give money to people. I see that are homeless that I know aren’t addicts and I’ve donated so much time helping veterans. In fact my very first podcast I did was with Ethan McCord and if you look at that name, he was in Iraqi war veteran and a very well known hero that was part of that weekly leak video called collateral murder, and he volunteer to do my first show because when he reached out for help when he was on the verge of killing himself, I helped him, and I guided him as to what he needed to do to heal and turn what he did. He started telling his story publicly and going to schools and give lectures on what war is really like in the truth about it and that healed him. Look up rich fu debut show mixcloud there is a version there that still exists because I was learning how to edit on my own because when my producer died, his wife ripped everything down and we all know it was his wife that actually killed him because she was so jealous of his fame and what we were accomplishing. Listen to that show because it is incredibly powerful and gutwrenching at the same time and I literally gained almost 5000 followers overnight just because of that mostly because people just wanted to hear my voice cause I had that radio voice. We had thousands of people writing in saying they just wanted to hear my voice