NullPointerReprised

Hey guys, just wanted to update you. The amoxicillin has helped immensely. Day 3 now. Infection has moved out of my chest. Still have it in my sinuses but feeling much better. And my BPD depression has subsided and I feel good this morning. Much love to everyone who checked in on my.

@allformatron #goals

I know how to make a good impression 😉 Good morning 🌞

day 3, no reply from @official_throne or @ThroneSupport on my issue.

@goddess_ginger6 sorry, when I bitch and moan, i hope you understand that I'm just presenting one point of view but it's certainly not the only POV

@NullReprised big drains can be drop inducing im sure though, but many just deactivate without that. energy vampires.

I think subs have a big tendency to underestimate how addictive this is for dommes

some of my most intimate moments in life were shared with a domme during sweet, tender, loving aftercare. It's like making love with the hottest, love of your life and tender pillow-talk afterwards if you do it right. But most dommes just say, "you did good pet, have a drink of water" 🤭

@NullReprised aftercare has to be mutual, it’s not really a debate. just uncommon.

@goddess_ginger6 i think aftercare has to be mutual. I have deactivated suddenly after a bad drop --if I think I was taken advantage of-- but in retrospect, it was very harsh of me and i'm embarrassed I did that

@NullReprised it’s hard having to be the responsible one and never get aftercare, be ghosted etc lmao when we find a good time we latch on

i've had this problem for a year where my throne payments fail with certain accounts but work fine on others. THey have been useless trying to debug it. They keep blaming my bank but my bank has no record of an auth attempt when they give me a bank declined transaction message. And when that happens, I can use gpay, link or card # directly and it doesn't matter which card. Then I can turn around and send to another throne user with any card, any of their 3 options. But apparently, they are too busy and too understaffed to care.

@NullReprised @ThroneSupport They seem to take their sweet time when they actually do respond 😞

does @ThroneSupport ever reply?

some would say take what you can while you can and that men need to be responsible for their own financial safety and that nobody held a trigger to their heads. That's the devil's advocate to the ethical findom trope. Only you can decide, but after seeing what women go through from some of these pigs, I no longer blame dommes who take it all.

@NullReprised It's a constant internal battle of my own ethics and drive for success.

Sometimes I wish I could go full fuck you pay me, cause the losses fucking pile up. My conscience won't let me. I sometimes post it and have to delete it cause I feel dirty.

@princessval222 clearly you lack the intellectual capacity to even understand what you did wrong. Have a nice life of coffee sends.

@NullReprised Ask me if I care

@princessval222 fuck you, using a mental disability as a feeble attempt to discredit someone.

@NullReprised Are you retarded? It’s a fake email

@official_throne -- how do I get you to reply to a support issue??? I sent a message to your support profile and no response

I marched with MLK and Jesse Jackson, and was jailed --as a child-- fighting for equality and civil rights, but please tell me about how I need to be labeled a sub because I pay women!

@ladycashmere32 @TheInfernalDoll Please don't do blackmail

@TheInfernalDoll Got called fake today because I wouldn’t do blackmail without tribute, deposit, and refused to do the whole hold three fingers up crap. Lol

I don't do RT games without one or both of these: - Tribute - Deposit And neither should anyone. Realistically, I am unlikely to engage in a game with you unless we have trust established. So take your "RT Game?" Message with nothing attached and shove it up your puckered little asshole. :)

@findomsmommy Be cautious of hidden cameras

I want to rent an Airbnb just for the bathroom

@DaddyMTC Authoritarian, doesn't really appeal to me

@NullReprised Ah, hey! I thought I saw ya in there! I’m pretty sure he was just trying to see if there was a good tag to add to your profile. I also saw ya in DWH. Both of the servers try to run a tight ship, & they’re pretty good, at least in my opinion. Sorry ya didn’t have fun in there. :(

Now the mod at discord findom social told me to leave because I told him in a private conversation, I'm not a sub and I bow to noone. Tell me again how much better discord is than x?!? 🤣

@chingonakinkphd Honorifics have to be earned

@NullReprised *honorifics

restored my discord account only to find a warning from dark widow findom server because I didn't pick a role. How do I pick a role when your choices are domme/sub and I'm neither? 😂 I do findom but it doesn't mean I submit out of being less than. I believe in equality. I bow to NOONE unless it's role play / session. And of course, I pay for that.