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˚｡⋆୨ cherub's #edtwt intro ! ୧˚.˚ 🍦   #edtwt  minor  she/her        basic dni , pro recov not posting a lot !

talking about how bad ed culture is while engaging in said ed culture

does anyone else feel like their disorder isn’t serious at all ? compared to others i shouldn’t even be considered sick!

i told you i was sick

having an eating disorder will have you believing everyone around you has one

@oattmilklatte these 2 are absolutely PEAK

drop ur fav milka bar, this is mine 😫

@fairybn3s edtt kids act like that one branch of christianity who hate themselves sm for being born they only allow themselves to eat porridge and be miserable

i understand why food is such a social thing but i really wish it wasn't☹️ eating is, to me, like going to the bathroom or any other biological function .. yes you have to do it but you don't do it in front of other people !!!

i feel so guilty for not feeling guilty about eating sweets/junk like supposedly people w anorexia are scared of chocolate and will not eat it because they irrationally think it’ll make them fat. i have to STOP myself from eating all of it😭

Crunchy VS creamy⭑.ᐟ this or that interactive foodpoll thread 🧵😋

hot take but i dont like the “a successful anorexic is a dead one” narrative bc now i feel like i need to die to be valid. i dont think there is such a thing as a successful OR failed anorexic

lowkey i like when i get ed symptoms like tingling or my eyes going black when i stand up, it’s like confirmation that i’ve eaten less than i need and i can chill out and the weight loss will happen

why do I feel so sick while Im eating like either my heart rate picks up or my stomach and head hurt and I cant see properly, like Im just eating some yogurt w tea rn and it feels like my eyes are gonna pop out 😭😭

hot take: apples are yummy

Daily affirmation: Chips will always exist, chocolate may become rarer but will still be sold, candy will never become extinct, fast food isn’t going anywhere. I don’t need to feed my food scarcity mindset, using my own body as a storage device for all these foods.

@milo_da_goat53 their posts seem like chatgpt to me tbh

I fear we've lost the plot, most of this stuff COMES with having an eating disorder 💔💔

I honestly hate irls complimenting my weight loss bc all i can think is oh fuck i better not gain it back now… since clearly you all thought i looked chopped before

@1iLL7gal @imoutodoll its called fortza!! red is the normal ones (106 cals/30g iirc) and blue is the sugar free ones :)

@chervbimm @imoutodoll Pleasee tell me the name of the brand

does low calorie cereal exist,, recs pls

@dingster71902 secret 3rd jail: bmi 13, its like once you hit it your body REFUSES to drop an ounce of fat and gains it all back the second you eat something

i think bmi 17 is the easiest jail to get out of and bmi 15 is the hardest