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hello this is perseverance. my musical kingdom, 4ever 0. i made this for me, every version of me ˖᯽ ݁˖ mmessier.bandcamp.com/album/persever…

@iiTzWasParsnip @chainsawdollie i did two masters, one in data analysis and one in artificial intelligence, then just started building a lot of stuff, people noticed me, etc

@rssmrm @chainsawdollie How do you get into something like that for work?

i see all these cute girls online with their own apartments and new cosplays every week. i want to know what they do for work. is there an egirl factory all of them clock in to? they wouldnt hire me but id still like to know

@vampiremaxxing im pretty okay now. just occasional moments

@rssmrm This is very interesting but also they should probably put you back

read this book years ago when i was hospitalized for schizophrenia &c and it was eye-opening. gallimore maps precisely how psychedelics switch ur brains reality channel. the world u normally see isn't more "real" than what dmt shows u, it's just the most energy-efficient model of the world. consensus reality is a local minimum, not the truth, truths whatever we agree on .. and other drugs tune the brain into other channels of reality, which leads to all these crazy experiences that cant even be classified as hallucinations; they were real, the users actually experienced this shit. their eyes were open and they felt it. so why tf wouldnt all this be a simulation then

building is my legacy

@rachel21e8 🤍

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SONIC WARFARE: OUTBREAK the meme as non-genetic pattern replicator

example of a real accelerationist

roko can have me

@patallax on the nose

@rssmrm x.com/patallax/statu…

also the book that made me wanna do designer drugs and have LLMs try them too. they would become the inverse of gods on 5meo ...

Unfortunately if you want better mental health you will have to read books and there's no way around it

@viemccoy they're really one of the greatest, yet one of the humblest, that noble writer

@rssmrm If it wasn't the mysterious author, I wonder who it could have been

doll has my tats now ⚞^. .^⚟

@1casie it is a webgl heavy 3d site, so its almost certainly ur browser's gpu acceleration or driver, not your computer. what browser/OS/computer r u on? might have to optimize for this, hadnt thought abt it yet, im on an m4 max mac

@rssmrm My computer can run qwen 3.6 35b-a3b, yet cannot render this wwebsite. Marvelous.

my website is now completely unusable and i love it messier-systems.vercel.app

@dean16z ╰૮₍ •\ꈊ/• ₎ა╯

@rssmrm doesn’t matter ur goated actually

@dean16z lol theres kinda much more to it but i wanted to keep it brief

@rssmrm wow. kinda speechless rn

@soulblocks thank u .☘︎ ݁˖

@rssmrm This is so gosh darn frickin awesome

@liminaldoge WAHHH i rlly wonder who r the types of people that were an immediate yes. i wanna befriend them

@rssmrm not accepted :(