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so many of my interests are so earnestly chosen and easily left behind. the search itself.

2027.02.11[Thu] TOKYO / Makuhari Messe International Exhibition 4~6hall Midnight Grand Orchestra 2nd LIVE「Project:Allegro」 midnight-grand-orchestra.jp/project-allegr…

Today we marched to Stop The AI Race. If these AI company CEOs are serious about protecting humanity from the dangers they warn us about, agreeing to pause if everyone else does is the least they could do.

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@vividvoid love you too clippy

currently writing a bunch of things that i need to do/want to learn adding how long i think it will take me to do the thing, and then thinking of a way to make it fun maybe gonna rewrite it ig maybe throw it out altogether kinda fun to see what i think is relevant

arranging the whorls of my mind such that the interior is spick-and-span. to fidget.

I think regardless I'm going to want to write for myself, Gendlin Focusing style stuff, but a book? even a game? I don't know where the world is going. art only needs to be for yourself or yours but the kid i was wanted to be known

part of why I wanted to write reviews in the first place is because I forget what I liked. I can remember events okay but a lot of the emotional content gets left behind, and that's really important for when I actually want to write something but like, do people actually read?

i dont know the longing Consuelo felt--was trapped by. i can see in myself the distance that Antoine kept, but when push came to shove in my own relationships I left.

it wouldn't fly in any modern relationship? I would hope? the way he wanted his cake and ate it too. the way she just LET IT HAPPEN. it fucking broke me when she was left in the fucking hospital, he didn't come, and after all that fight they got back together

at some point this last month I finish The Tale of the Rose by Consuelo de Saint-Exupery: maybe I am unlearned of history, but the casual picking up and putting down of Consuelo into seperate homes, the orders, the affairs, a thousand times over their love should have ended

is april the comeback? (no)

wow my atcoder posts are so embarassing wtf

@hermitfriend glad it was a clean break at least lol

I once broke up with a girl who reacted by telling me "it's gonna be so EASY for me to find someone better than you" and I autistically responded "?? ok obviously you should do that"

so i was super emo today until I GOT TO MAKE A SAMURAI MOVIE and then took a fat nap

i like to say that I know things. "I know" that going out with friends is good "I know" that getting sleep is really portent, "I know". whether knowing is any different from seeing the screen in front of my face . I'm grateful for having been retold these secrets.

im a spiky boy

putting one grain of rice in the cooker more like doing the possible