Anomaly

“And Cain says, “When you split me and my brother in the womb, you did not divide us evenly. He got kindness, and I got longing. He got complacence, and I got ambition. I want to kill him sometimes. I think sometimes he wants to die.”

relapsing on britt lower

being in between art styles should be recognized as a circle of hell

what kind of department is this❓ #severance x #backrooms

@helenafreakgan yeah that sounds nice as long as you’re sure

@addozer exactlyyy. and she doesn’t know how the OTC went for the others because they won’t talk to her, so she has to sit with the guilt of knowing who she is on the outside AND wonder what she missed out on :(

@xoxodeadthing not just that. she’d have that subtle feeling that she did something wrong. That she somehow hurt her friends. not helena, her. All the guilt and shame helena felt, would be somewhere deep inside her too. And she can’t even understand it.

thinking about how Helly learned she’s an Eagan, got tackled to the ground, woke up cold and wet and confused, watched Irving die, and then when she got back to the office everyone is being mean to her? men are evil.

no you don’t understand I NEED that 40 year old woman

@Maddiepalazzo and THEN once she and mark finally reconcile he gets a nosebleed and disappears for two days??? ToT poor tortured kitty!!!!

@xoxodeadthing My heart literally breaks for her😭😭

ouroboros #severance

Another thing I started like four months ago and probably will never finish

@SvrdSpace hellyna twincest 🙂‍↕️

I found this assessment of the severance fandom on my old private account, and I stand by it

yeah. my pretty stupid dumb idiot angel, helena eagan

@kiercals all of the above, probably. maybe hack hellys account. he’d probably answer her.

Mark Scout is ignoring me again which would be most effective for getting his attention back? All suggestions welcome please, I’ll do anything.

@helenafreakgan ‘Iron And Rot’ and ‘Our Room’ genuinely changed how I view hellyna (and my brain chemistry) so I have no doubt I’ll like this one too! <3 might just have to binge all your fics tonight

how do I make this about Helena Eagan? (southern gothic twincest au) WHO SAID THAT

Teen Markhelly was the first thing I tried to draw after my eye surgery. I was half blind, but I still like this one somehow 🫣

@faggotdeerz you always get me

@xoxodeadthing IM UP IM HERE

@chronicallytas @ab1acksh33p I think she’s just made to operate within a box, and as long as she doesn’t cross any lines she’s able to get away with things. maybe? Idk!

@xoxodeadthing @ab1acksh33p I definitely agree with both of you. I was thinking of the parking lot scene with Cobel (I know she’s being watched there too) but I guess even with no freedom, she still has some personal expression which has to come from somewhere so where is she being allowed to discover that?

does Helena not get to drive herself to work anymore because of the OTC incident? is that what lost her her independency privileges? poor little kitty prince, no more cunty red car :/

@ab1acksh33p @chronicallytas I wanna add to this! I agree. I think the only power she has is what comes with her name. because she’s an Eagan, she’s ‘owed’ some level of respect, but she’s used as a mouthpiece by her father and by Lumon, and she’s made to throw that weight around because it’s expected of her

@chronicallytas @xoxodeadthing The Irving thing I think it's what she thinks he'd want to hear since we learned in the conference room that her communication and what she can tell Jame is even decided by others. "Will I be telling father later?" 2/2