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Cazimír | it/hym | shedtwt
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Cazimír | it/hym | shedtwt
@FallToMyDeath
🪦 Take these broken wings and learn to fly . . . 🪦 diary of disordered thoughts 🪦 I like my scars 🪦 pro-recovery for others 🪦 Ghost of TWSH nation 🪦
whore for scarification Присоединился Aralık 2021
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@XSkiNniSkiNniX i mean any time i talk about my trauma i do it in a kind of light jokey way because id rather not relive the emptions i went through if i take it too seriously
so i totally understand someone doing the same about an ED and trying to be somewhat serious without self triggering
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@rae_cals @gashtheflash I mean, there is no point in lightening the mood if she’s informing us on a subject? But I guess that makes sense
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i just saw a video of "unromanticizing anorexia" and I was really sceptical at first cause these are always so hateful and like "YOU STINK YOU HAVE BAD FARTS YOU SMELL BAD YOUR BREATH STINKS YOU'RE HORRIBLE" but this video the girl was genuinely so respectful and actual sharing
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@viscerer no literally because those disordered thoughts can become an ED at any point.
i had disordered thoughts for like a decade and then it randomly flipped from just thoughts to heavily restricting or starving most of the week and now its not as bad but still concerning behaviour
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someone having "disordered thoughts" and not a full blown ED is just as concerning and should still be addressed
ava ౨ৎ | 0 days binge free@w0wthatscrazyyy
whats an opinion you have about eating disorders that will have you like this?
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@Jen_Alnso yesss i swear most food i enjoy tastes so much better when ive been fasting but theres a few things that just become so unappetizing even if I normally enjoy it
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Anyone else notice when they restrict or fast the food you then eat tastes different?? Like either the flavor is more prominent (carrots) or it tastes like nothing all of a sudden (chips)
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Me inspecting the same damn scars on my thighs every time I sit on the toilet
GIF
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@bbyrexi im a mix of religions, so occasionally I'll cook a meal as an offering to a deity, or events like christmas that my family celebrate, birthdays, i dont have any specific fasting events but that might change soon with a new religious path im entering
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@FallToMyDeath This is totally valid! I do something similar, I don’t eat anything specific for my religion on a regular basis but there are specific days where we celebrate through the year, with food being a large part of those days so I don’t count at all with what I eat on those events
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@babyteethrot malnourished as a kid to binging/emotional eating as a teen, to heavy restriction, vegetarian based as an adult
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gen, a lot of edtwt posts says losing the weight won’t make u happy but whenever i lose weight i am in fact ecstatic i was soooo happy at my lw especially
lulu ♡@miausanity
everyone says you’ll be miserable when u get skinny, but when i was skinny i was the happiest i’ve ever been
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you can still lose your period at a higher weight, you can still be incredibly malnourished at a higher weight and you can still have a heart attack for starving yrself at a higher weight. the moment you give anorexia a look you're dooming those who fly under the radar
ava ౨ৎ | 0 days binge free@w0wthatscrazyyy
whats an opinion you have about eating disorders that will have you like this?
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"wannarexics" are disordered too because wanting or trying to be anorexic isn't normal behavior
ava ౨ৎ | 0 days binge free@w0wthatscrazyyy
whats an opinion you have about eating disorders that will have you like this?
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@alya_stfu @rorapilled okay but if they heavily restrict/starve they still need specific diet programs to restore nutrients that they havent been getting
someone with a low bmi and ana could be healthier than someone with a high bmi and atypical ana.
because weight isnt the dangerous part
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@rorapilled i think they do this bc they tackle your recovery differently if you dont need to be weight restored (different meal plans and facilities and specialised personnel ig?) but it's gross either way, so invalidating and triggering, i cant imagine it does less harm than good :/
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@LeaKayan i hate the feeling of hunger cramps, but if i wait long enough i stop feeling it, and i love the way i can just feel the slight ache and knowing i have that amount of control and self restraint, getting dizzy after standing up is pretty fun half the time
but i hate it sometimes
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Question for #edtwtㅤ do you guys find pleasure in starving yourselves? genuine question since it was brought up in class
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@slowcoagulation @snowkkiyo oh yea, like i have a lot of traits, id say i like up most with anorexia and maybe orthorexia
but the main one is i dont count calories, so having categories for obsessing over quantity vs quality vs portions etc. would be so useful to navigate helping people
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@snowkkiyo studies between the two have shown the differences between people diagnosed with either are pretty negligible. it makes more sense imo to have a spectrum model or singular diagnosis with sub types for anorexia with specified presentation (compulsions, fear, valuation of body)
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i think about this a lot, particularly from a psychological standpoint. receiving the "atypical" diagnosis is far more likely to send someone into a spiral wherein they attempt to achieve the "real" diagnosis, than it is to provide any genuine help or benefit
rora / noah 🧁 relapsing@rorapilled
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@yourlittlesisx3 @iloveblu3 no fr. im not usually an asshole but when my stepmother who was like 30kg lighter than me kept saying "omg im such a beached whale"
yea.. you are. its disgusting.
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@iloveblu3 Honestly bro if I had a friend like that I'd feed into it I would tell them how fat and disgust they are just because they're doing that
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Genuinely I get even skinny people can have body dysmorphia but if you say this type of stuff in front of you friend who is obviously bigger then you I wish nothing on you but the absolute worst.
angel | -7.4/15kgs@vantaecaIs
and then u have to sit through it awkwardly cuz what do u even say to that #edtwt
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"Grieve in private" has got to be the dumbest shit I've ever read. Encouraging people to isolate themselves and suppress their feelings is cruel, it's how people wind up dead.
lory@peacheglitch
@emilighterr “how do i make this about myself” grieve in private please.
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@bandorexic theoretically yes but it would take a lot of time and intentional behaviours that you're extremely unlikely to keep up with
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If i hit myself when eating will I be afraid of food #foodforthought
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@ymkentos @skinnipupp no literally i lost weight so fast when i was constantly going out and had to buy things from the shops or eat fast food instead of being at home all the time and having continuous access to snacks
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@skinnipupp “stop eating fast food” i actually gained more weight than ever only eating at home bc i had constant access to the food 😭 people who have never struggled with their weight think they know everything
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@SAYON4RAprince oh i know but so many people just DONT ask. ever.
ive been chronically suicidal and stuff for like 8 years at least, no one in my life knows how to treat me, and ive convinced half of them I'm fine, because they cant even learn how to not trigger me if im upset
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@FallToMyDeath they can only suggest you to seek professional help atp, my vents and struggles often go ignored or simply forgotten (?) so not everyone can help
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