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had brief, broken, painful sleep all week. didn't bother going to bed saturday night. it's now 1:30am on sunday night and my eyes are only now just involuntarily closing 💀 i got into bed at 9:30pm fully intending on crashing. woops. i assume it'll be another week long pattern.

@PeterSavag37141 that's true, but also a lot of the time i really do care about what strangers think, because many strangers on here end up becoming people i value and i like to hear their opinions. but she was downright nasty - twice - so it's a shame it ended that way! ah well.

@street_trashed she dosnt know you or your dog, so nothing she says can have any value, why bother about what strangers think.

second comment they've left bitching about my dog. i had a staffie breed for 13 years until she recently passed away. shockingly i still have my face attached. and she was the sweetest, soppiest, most loving girl. that's the last comment she'll be leaving about my dog. dickhead.

@Realdammshar @MarkDeeksNBA haha when we get home we always stand right in the hallway, wait for him to appear and i say "tyson - stretchies!" and he does a big yawn and stretch 😅 sometimes i feel like i can't move on until he does his routine 🫡

@MarkDeeksNBA @street_trashed @JanHauck2 He looks like he could roll over & stretch at any moment.

got the side eye response for scoring so badly tonight. he's like "why did i even bother coming along to join your team, you fuckin' amateurs 😒" sorry tyson.

@coulshall_danny i chose to let the 1st comment the other day go - basically saying they'd cross the road to avoid my dog. but this comment went too far. multiple times this weekend i've thought "just keep your negative thoughts to yourself" to different people. seems some can't help themselves.

@street_trashed What is wrong with people? What’s the mindset?

@JanHauck2 that's the second comment you've left bad-mouthing my dog. i had a staffie in my parents house for 13 years and we all still have our faces, surprisingly enough. i'm fed up of you now. if you're going to be so judgemental and nasty then please leave us alone.

@street_trashed I hope that dog doesn’t eat your face when he snaps. I just cannot trust this race.

blep 🤪

our third pub quiz team member tonight 😎

@Isa_11_AC my mum got them for me "kemyr" glitter pens from amazon 😊

@street_trashed Can I inquire about the pens or pencils you used to color? Those look amazing

just drew a picture of my dog tyson. i'm not really a fan of colouring in drawings i do. i usually just scribble things. it started out as a black and white scribble, but i decided to give it some life. this is my first attempt at drawing him so please don't be too harsh on me 😂

some thoughts about turning 6 months sober in a few days. i have worries. in time i hope i can change this mindset entirely. the habit of being so self critical began when i was a child, so trying to rewire my brain is taking a long, long time. but i'll get there. #recoveryposse

@TwistedConcept oh right i see! yeah nah that definitely isn't something i could do 😂

@street_trashed I work at a Kenworth dealership, and I'm thinking of how to integrate our logo along with flames, skulls, the American flag, and an 18 wheeler. So not too complicated 😂

was just about to sit and draw a picture of my dog, because sleep isn't going to happen tonight. and suddenly my left hand is in agony. sharp stabbing pains through the wrist/fingers for absolutely no reason. guess who is left handed? 🙄 well that idea is now out the window.

@idlehandsblog nah, just some framed horror related posters i have. i posted a few photos of the living room a little while ago.

@street_trashed oo did u show the room somewhere?

this is a reply to a post where i mentioned my horror movie collection/themed room & it's really pissed me off 😂 just don't comment if you don't like them. no need to insult someone's harmless taste in films. horror films are such a massive part of my life. they make me happy 😭

@Dave_Duggins it really does suck. sorry to hear that.

@street_trashed I hate that. The pain keeps me from making music sometimes. Sucks

@CharsieLux thank you. it's easing off a bit already actually, so that's good! i just hate it though.

@street_trashed Ugh that sucks when it happens. I hope the pain subsides soon.

@TwistedConcept i've never been asked really! only by my nephew haha. he will name some obscure dinosaur from the latest films and i have no idea what he means so i have to look them up 😂 i think i'd be really self conscious about trying to draw something someone properly asked me to do 🙈

@street_trashed When able, do you draw requests and send out ?

@JayboneRyan i can't actually use a pen in my right hand 😂 i can't hold it properly. it is so alien to me.

@street_trashed Work with the right hand....Might surprise you...or ...make you giggle...!

@iamswansongz yeah. it always starts in the joints, but it then can affect the entire bloody limbs. so there is talks of it being fibromyalgia on top of the arthritis. gotta see the rheumatologist about it. so that'll be fun. another health condition to add to the list.

@street_trashed Is it an RA flare?

@iamswansongz wrist and knuckles are affected. it can happen in both hands. both legs/feet, too. and hips.

@street_trashed Is it located to specific area or whole hand?