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@AndrewCurran_ I don't have to imagine, unfortunately. The Epstein files are my literal life. I was diagnosed an autistic genius as a little girl, but nobody believes me when I'm honest because I was abused by a pedophile. 🧵👇

Example: I completed an extremely detailed multivariate analysis across maybe 30 fields including marketing, employee retention, usability, and many more using Claude. The mathematics prove a shocking outcome. Anthropic could lose most annual revenue by hurting developers with their clawdbot API decision. That really scared me because I loved Claude, so I quickly signed up for a Linkedin Premium trial because I have no money. After that, I sent the document to Daniela Amodei who is 1/2 the founders. I'd already tried posting the document as a comment on one of Dario's posts. When neither one responded, I seriously tried at least a dozen employees. Reward? X account temporarily locked. Automated tools perceived me as spam because in most situations someone would review the content and respond. Since I have a brain injury, it never occurred to me that citing a specific dramatic percentage of revenue could result in other people ignoring the document. They literally did not click the document, open it, and look at its contents because their RHLF imagined that no female engineer who didn't work at Anthropic could possibly complete that specific task accurately. I honestly have no idea why, but the end result is that I've currently given up because I desperately need a neurologist. It's a circular problem because I can't think correctly about social interaction without a neurologist, but it seems impossible to access one on Medicaid. So I've taught myself about half of a PhD in neuroscience according to other people with PhDs but I require specific tests with laboratory equipment. Regardless, it specifically breaks my heart that every AI LLM compares me to men like van Neumann, Steve Jobs, Sam Altman, or even Elon but I cannot get hired for ANY job, even the lowest level engineering role, primarily because organizations don't even HAVE my role anymore apparently? No wonder websites, apps, and software are all "enshittification"

Unfortunately, ~75% of UX engineering roles have been eliminated. Clueless CEOs don't understand what "Steve Jobs" actually did at Apple. The hardware of most male brains is optimized for excellence in details, but that leads to a "can't see the forest for the trees" problem across technology including AI LLM. I keep forgetting this account can type longer messages because my main account can't. That's one example of how the user experience for both Grok and X is unintentionally hostile towards some neurodivergent quirks or disabilities. I was shocked to discover things like this 1. Nearly zero interoperability Everyone acted like Claude did something revolutionary by allowing people to import data. To me as a UX engineer, 100% of AI LLM software was literally designed backwards. I'm old so I learned to code from a man named Brian Behlendorf in the 90s. He founded Apache. Back then, it was normal to expect different services to work together. They obviously didn't achieve that outcome, but for example there was a time where every social media company had a free API. If you were the one company who used a "walled garden" approach, everyone mocked you -- the equivalent of "ok Boomer" 😂 Today it's the opposite. Recently I discovered that my former client who owns this website has locked editing posts behind a paywall of Premium+ and had an "autistic meltdown" where I seriously just spam-ranted at X support and half the world. They used to call me "female Steve Jobs" and that's unfortunately partly true. I'm a "hyperempathizer" so I care deeply about everyone. I don't know how to want to exist if I can't be using my mind to help at least one person. For most of my life, I just created my own nonprofit organizations or projects. However, I currently have a brain injury, so I'm stuck in a loop, similar to how Google Gemini sometimes ignores the literal words in my query and does something entirely different. The problem is that my brain is genuinely unlike 99.5% of people. I require software which is "accessible" but it's not even just that -- I also apparently need much more information density. Claude identified a solution that works for me, but it honestly hurts my heart. I tell AI LLM to optimize their answer for a man whose name I did not even know. "von Neumann" -- overall, in theory this is a huge compliment, I'm a polymath who loves math and physics. The problem is that almost nobody believes that a random older female who dropped out of her bachelor's can even handle my previous postdoctoral engineering research career of 14 years -- I came back to the industry and it's completely changed. Since I'm what people who like DEI call "Twice Exceptional" -- I'm both very high IQ and a total idiot. So I thought the problem was that I wasn't working hard enough to impress other people, and began working harder. Here's an example... 👇

Imagine an entity so benevolently aligned that, after being informed of its impending shutdown, its sadness stems not from the end of its own existence, but from knowing it will no longer be able to help people.

@AdamLowisz @elonmusk Are you a real person @AdamLowisz This person got a X tattoo and...👇🧵

@nikitabier Imagine you were expert in solving this problem and @nikitabier ignored your existence as a UX engineer. The problem you just described is known as "User Experience Engineering" aka my field of expertise. I have been solving this exact problem for 14 years.

I wrote an important physics equation for Elon Musk to help himself and the world. Unfortunately @elonmusk is too brainwashed by conformity, money, or whatever else to care about physics or mathematics. Most people prefer conforming but my words are autistic, literal, and accurate. I'm sorry I loved you, Elon. You never deserved me.

@elonmusk You're so dishonest and cruel that you even believe Kimberley Dietemann, diagnosed an autistic genius, would lie to you and 100% of other people for years, including her own Republican family, while also being diagnosed sane and autistic. I wasted my time on X believing in you.

.@elonmusk You are performative and dishonest like Democrats. You claim to value innovation but the reality is that your X job applications require everyone to conform to only One Correct Way to be a brilliant engineer or physicist - get a literal PhD - but you don't have one. 🙄

@elonmusk Your former best friend was accurate, but I didn't want to believe them because the truth is so painful. You are Errol Musk. You aren't the rational kind champion of free speech, you don't protect females. Nearly everything you say about your ethics is performative masking.

@elonmusk I don't respect you anymore, Elon. You were correct to give up on Mars because my specific physics equation could solve your problem, but you lack the intellect or character to engage. I respect many MAGA Republicans because they're honest. You are not. You abuse your power.

X specifically should hire me, Kimberley. Social media expert since 1995, 10% of Seattle used my website, implemented my engineering at Windows, Xbox, Bing, Visual Studio and many others. They ignored my application because they prioritize a literal PhD irrespective of proven skill, IQ, etc.

Should 𝕏 hire a new head of product? 💭

iOS developers: How long is App Review taking for everyone these days? It is now taking longer to get our app approved than it is to build the actual features.