Mr ACME

I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts.

When the Victorian medical is quite literally and systematically failing you in every single way and everyone involved medically says the same. How many of them actually did something to stop it? Nope. Will it ever stop? Probably not until I'm dead.

it doesn't get better

@hrt2rot First week or two will be like that. You discovered the whole its sleep time thing but because your brains now quieter due to the meds that 1. You start crying tears of joy and 2. Your brain wont turn off because its enjoying the chaotic mess being slain by our god vyvanse.

i wasnt prepared for adhd meds to make me sleepy bruh😭😭😭

I can't wait until the end of August when this lease for this fuck ass shitty house ends and finally move to QLD for a proper fresh start. All i seem to do here is attract closet junkies or racist assholes in a small rural town where 80% of businesses are owned by foreigners.

me at 3 am realizing that I barely have any connection with anyone anymore

I don’t care what anyone says—I REQUIRE an apology and a deep conversation before reconnecting with anyone. I need understanding, accountability, and reassurance that what happened won’t happen again. If we can’t hash out our misunderstandings, there’s no reconciliation. You go your way, I’ll go mine. Time passing doesn’t erase disrespect. Respect is non-negotiable, and I demand all of mine.

@KeruboSk It pisses me off to no end when medicsl professionals hear me say specifically CPTSD and even its full name yet they write down ptsd. Youd think after how ever many years they spent practicing/at university they would at least know the difference and write it down as so.

CPTSD is NOT like PTSD in one major way. Most of us don't have a "moment" that broke us, but a book. A very large book.

Day 57 Gavin and still no fucken tomatos

@ducksays What does it matter to you or random r tard know it alls on this pedo app? Youre shaming your friend for not earning cartoonish amounts of in ime is do petty. I guarantee hes 5x happier than you.

my friend is 28 yo he just got a doctorate in music. he has: - 60k/yr income - 4k saved - no debt - 1 car he doesn't have any assets. how far behind is he?

To anyone suggesting that suicide is selfish. You obviously haven’t planned your fucking death. Said goodbye to your loved ones secretly. And then took the steps to not be here anymore. So fuck off your attention seeking bullshit. Cause this is sole destroying and devastating to be in this position.

why do they say it’s okay if ur mentally ill and that they’ll take care of u but the second I need a little empathy/reassurance they get angry nd leave. u said u wouldn’t give up. why did I promise not to give up and to live for u if ur gnna give up every time smth gets difficult

i hate myself and i hate this life

im so sick of pretending everything is fine irl just to please others why am i not allowed to ever be in a bad mood why am i not ever allowed to feel things why does everyone want me to be trapped i feel caged

These old bro's gonna fucking spit in his booty hole, that's how old school their way of dealing with frauds with bad paperwork literally is. And all it'd cost is maybe $50 on each persons commissary + some financial support to their family on the outside. 100% worth it.

His ass gonna be even more popular in prison when I find out which jail he's sent too and pay off a few of the old bro's to make his time a living fucking hell. Everyones tuff until they get boiling hot sugar water thrown all over their body in jail.

Over the last 2 months a cartel dealer has tried to stand over me despite not having done illegal drugs in over a decade now Little did he know he leaked his address 2 weeks ago and just got him raided 4 threatening my pregnant wife and son. His ass gonna be popular in prison.

Ive had enough of always feeling like im drowning. Ive had enough. I just wanna feel okay.

@mariolexxx Because if you have even the tiniest slip up theyll forever never let you live it down/start treating you significantly worse like you arent even a human?

Avoid that salon close to ur house Avoid that pharmacies and chemists close to ur house. Hope you know why?