awzzy !

i want to be a more reliable person. whenever i say im going to do something, im gonna do it

its been such a long time since ive ever like, drawn for myself. ive always though about the wants and happiness of others but, ive never really put the time into what i want to express or create personally., maybe thats why I've had artblock for the longest time for others

IF GOD MADE ME THIS WAY #DELTARUNE

happy trans visibility dayy!!! :3 🏳️‍⚧️

@spicyybiscuit congratss!! :>

100 days self harm clean

its, hard not to feel lost alot, but i do. im, not sure if im going to ever make it anywhere

im still learning about this world. im still learning how to just, stand on my own. how to be, me

im still learning about myself

i dont, feel safe

it hurts so bad

i messed up,.

fear of abandonment

@hamm_slamm ohhh okayss i see. i was just askinn cuz i wannaa like, try to get into music making events for the future since its like an idea ive had for a while lol. also having a club for like, digital musicc?!? thats so cooll i never new that could be a thing?

@Awzzy_Reverie nah this is a thing i used to do with a club at school, now i just ask my friends for prompts and do it on my own sometimes lol

challenge to write a track in 1 hour... the theme this time was "puzzle"

@Chocojamjam_ <3

good morning

@TastyHotCoca even if it was a year ago, its still something youve made :>

@Awzzy_Reverie I was, this was like a year ago

forgot if i showed this

@Cowboy_Broccoli i wouldd like, suggest watchingg like a few basic blender tutorials first ofcourse if u want!!! just so you know how the program works i guess? its a complicated program so its like, daunting at first but many other humanss have done it before!!! and youre human too!!!

@Cowboy_Broccoli youre allowd to feel that way and i see thatt. its hard not to overthink these kinda things and, i just wannaa say that, youre allowd to do it scared anyways. it doesnt have to be perfect, it just has to be :]

i got the recommendation to just fuck around and find out does anyoomf know if this is good advice⁉️