Whatever happened to The Nostalgia Queen?
🚨 TRANSPARENCY POST 🚨 💕…
I experienced my 4th miscarriage in February and today was *supposed* to be the day my husband and I announced the new addition being on the way. Instead, I’m back to the size I was and hiding sadness behind a really fun cosplay. It’s why I can’t post as much, don’t tweet as much. In short: I’m hurt. I’m struggling with this one where nothing was wrong on a Saturday afternoon, and by Sunday morning, my uterus was full of blood and no doctor could explain why.
No one ever has answers. Just empty “I’m sorry” “here’s your discharge papers” “we don’t know”.
Nobody talks about this shit. But I’m going to. It’s swept under the rug and glossed over: but not anymore.
I’m going to use my voice to post about this even in sadness. I don’t wanna hide, I wanna be a voice for other women who don’t have the strength to talk about it.
Ain’t no shame in my game: I’m NOT a robot like Robot Jones…I’m human, with real feelings that come in all shapes. Hang in there with me as I start to talk about what happened to me and millions of other women on this raggedy planet.
Happy birthday to me. 💕🎉