christina ✴︎

complete in x you will always be the brightest stars in my sky #ThankYouCIX

it’s been 24 hours since I heard the news and it’s honestly only gotten harder. I don’t think time is healing this wound. my seeds pls don’t leave me

Voyager Challenge with #andTEAM #FUMA #MAKI 님 ɞ #XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈 #정수 #Jungsu #앤팀 #후마 #마키 #DEAD_AND #Voyager #WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES @andTEAMofficial

seeing cix blame themselves for how the disbandment came to be when they’ve worked harder than ever to continue pushing through and make things work is so heartbreaking, cix you deserve the world, you deserved so much better than the hand you were dealt with and i’m sorry that the world made it seem like your efforts weren’t enough when you were already doing the best that you could from where you were standing. cix you were one of the best happenings that came into my life and always will be. although there were times that were hard as a fan, i think it was only possible to feel such emotions because of how much i liked cix, and the happiness that cix gave me far outshined any moments of difficulties or sadness. being able to be a fan of a group like cix is my greatest luck and joy, and i’ve never regretted a single moment of it. if i could turn back time and choose whether to become a fan knowing that it would all come to an end and save myself the potential heartbreak, i would still choose cix over and over again. seeing cix shine on stage still awes me everytime and the memories created with cix are so precious and meaningful that i can’t even explain with words, and these memories are ones that i’ll carry on with me for the rest of my life. cix thank you for being there with me through the darkest and brightest moments of my life, and thank you for treating your fans with utmost sincerity till the very end. i’ll continue rooting for you as always, and i can only pray that each of you find happiness in your own way and that life doesn’t get too demanding. i hope you know that regardless of idol status or not, there will always be people wishing for your happiness and that there’ll always be people by your side supporting you. thank you for being cix. thank you for all the effort you’ve put in to make cix shine the way it has the past 7 years. i hope one day there will be an opportunity to meet again while reminiscing old memories with a smile on our faces

“Thank you for loving me. Thank you for completing someone as incomplete as me. And thank you for walking through my youth together with me, FIX.”

AND FUCK WANNAONE IDGAF

GOD THIS HURTS

I’m gonna kms

260430 🐶💌 fromm #SEUNGHUN #승훈 #CIX #씨아이엑스 🐶: Maybe today might be my last Fromm. Reading all the messages you’ve left, I feel so grateful, but at the same time, I also feel a deep sense of apology. Honestly, this is a decision I’ve been thinking about for months, so I thought I’d be somewhat calm about it. But now that today is actually here, I feel much sadder than I expected. I keep thinking back to all the moments since I was in elementary school, when I just kept moving forward and doing my best. I truly believe I’ve worked harder than anyone, but I’ve come to realize that in this world, effort alone doesn’t make everything happen. Of course, there were probably areas where my effort fell short too. As you go through life, there will be moments when things don’t go the way you want. When that happens, I hope you won’t hate yourselves too much. I really hope you stay strong. Thank you so much for making me shine all this time. For a while, I think I’ll be going through a dark and difficult period, but as time passes, I believe I’ll find my place again and continue living my life, doing my best as always. I wish I could have met all of you one last time, looked at your faces, said goodbye properly, and wrapped things up that way, but I’m truly sorry that I couldn’t. I think I’ll miss you a lot, and I’ll long for you deeply. Still, I’ll keep doing my best moving forward. Lastly, I truly loved you, FIX.

I don’t even get to have bts post concert depression. it’s so much worse. I have ult group disbandment depression.

#CIX: best friends ♡ 5 years -> forever #CIX #씨아이엑스 #BX #승훈 #배진영 #용희 #현석 #CIX5thDebutAnniversary #CIX데뷔5주년 #2024FIXWEEK #픽스위크

and I only got to see them once (I’m grateful but also so sad bc it should have been more)

FUCK OFF

seunghun coming to terms with quitting the idol life when hes worked so hard for most of his life to chase that dream god i need a fucking gun

wei deserved better than oui ent and cix deserved better than c9

"how lucky i am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard." 💙💛💚💜🩷 #ThankYouCIX

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FUCK C9 @OfficialC9ent

byounggon.. you are soso special. you have a certain quality that makes you so easy to love. you have led this team so well these past 7 years, fix are eternally grateful to you. please don’t be sorry. i hope we can meet again soon. i love always @CIX_twt

about to drown myself in lee jeonghyeon to make me forget about cix