Crow, aka Icarus

ngl I need more bannerfall smp moots who're over the age of like 25. there's no way I'm the oldest person in this fandom.

Day 22 of missing Pyrorc 😣and with Bannerfall over I'm not sure how long I'll keep this going but... 🫡

After bannerfall ended, It still can't go through my head that tomorrow/today isn't going to have a BF stream. That I will never see those characters in action again, the ones who died, the ones who survived. I will miss this smp so very much.

i like to imagine bfkitty learns how to paint/sketch/whatever so she can draw portraits of bfkatie and her brother pre creaking and the slime all together being happy so katie can always remember the happy times instead of the sad ones

bannerfall finale // nom activating guardians oath through the afterlife. guardian angel nom.

Also bf!Scott/v!Scott body swap. V!Scott's... convincing nature in bf!Scott's innocent body. No one would have anything left by the end and y'know what? They both deserve it.

// bannerfall smp spoilers You know what else I cannot stop thinking about? 'I need food...' (three different people throw food at Scott) Bf!Scott is so innocent tiny baby that he can get anything from anyone and I adore that for him.

Also i've figured out the cause. ... i should've figured it out before I started writing but pfffft. Nah. That would be useful and I can't have that.

I need to note this down because I closed the tab I was writing in; the sniffling of a child. dw about it x

y'all.... what if I said I have a fanfic idea and I so badly want to start planning it. I actually have an ending in mind. that's a requirement for me to write fanfics, because I hate not finishing a fanfic. I know readers don't necessarily mind, but it bothers me.

nvm I'm going back to trying not to ramble my way through two (2) chapters.

tho I guess maybe in a world where some creatures just drop gunpowder if you kill them, it would make sense for the firearm to be invented a little earlier...

wait hold on, when is pirates smp set? I assumed it'd be the golden age of piracy (like, 1650-1730), but bf was 1300s. how did the wall fall early enough for the creaking king to reference it? who was making flintlocks pre-1300s?!

I haven't written a fanfic in months. I haven't written anything fictional since Bannerfall started. how the fuck do you transition to the main plot of the story?!

I want to write the fanfic. I have thoughts. however I also just watched the end of Nom's stream to hear bf!Scott's 'I love you' (which WAS audible, but quiet) and I'm back to the urge to lie on the floor. maybe I go lie on the floor.

Every weapon I made for Bannerfall SMP Huzzah!

I fear they are so doomed. #BannerfallSMP #bannerfallsmpfanart #katiegobrrfanart #nominalgravyfanart

I keep accidentally hitting play on this and just heard the very pointed 'you're feeling much better, aren't you, Nom?' firstly, ow. secondly, I forgot about this.

//bannerfall smp spoilers - - - ... ok hear me out; bugs when you pick up a rock.

honestly, there's so much happening in this one screenshot. you have nom and apo breaking their necks to stare at the sun, kitty speedclimbing the hut, eloise and katie looking like they're doing a fashion show, and then there's scott just watching them all.

I needed to see this bit again for the opening of this fic and man is just... staring at the sun. directly. man wants to follow the family tradition of being blind, evidently. apo in the background is also making me laugh.

Gays cant ever say “I love you” normally, they have to die for the person they love bc of their own mistakes and THEN say they love them WHILE they die.

it wasn't a week and a half ago. I'm bad at time. It was half a week ago. it was Thursday. brain's mush. give it a bit.

I know I'm first-drafting the fanfic rn but I'm still thinking about this. like, bro, you were king like a week and a half ago. why are you still treating him like the king? gay ass motherfucker /jk

// bannerfall smp spoilers in this thread because I had A Thought.