Derick

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I cant help I was fucked over that badly by people, and tried my best. No one can say I'm a lazy cunt. I've proven myself more than enough in the last six months. I need food tonight, and therapy tomorrow. Fuck looking for a job before I spoke to a therapist.

There is no acting like a humble cunt to look for a job tomorrow. I need to take care of myself first. I need to find a therapist to talk to. I'll do that only if I eat tonight. Else its good bye world.

But I must live like a fuckhead with nothing to eat tonight ? I wont tolerate that nor except that. I need councilling after that shit. Fuck looking for work if I'm going to be treated like that. I'd rather hang myself cause I"m hungry tonight

I dont give a flying fuck anymore. First the maranata shelter fucked me over and owe me a bed to sleep in and food but ignore me after they were paid. And then enoch paid me short more than thirteen thousand rand in the first three months and almost fuckall the last three months

There is less than four hours left before twelve am. I still have to walk to the puma garage to buy food if I can find anyone to help. I wont attempt to look for a job if I dont have something decent to eat with bread tonight and return to sleep before twelve am to sleep

After being treated the way I was by the last female friend I had Christelle, being betrayed by my sister, and being treated like dirt by my boss, I cant see what I should live for. Forgive me

I have deactivated my fb and whatsapp. I'll still do the same with my instagram. I'll leave my twitter. Please be kind and remember me. It brakes my heart to do this, but I cant live like this. My ex boss drove me to this point.

Please be so kind and let madala know he can have my phone. I wont be needing it anymore.

I'm so aorry everyone. I am not well, I dont have a job anymore. I worked for months without pay. I cant ask for a job after what my previous boss did. I need councilling. I am hungry and have no food. If I dont eat tonight I'm ending my existence.